I'm flooded with words that I coudn't say
Keeping me up,
And stressing for days

I wish to see the light to breakthrough
From the barrier I know,
That held me back since day two.

My hopes of conquering my endless stammering,
And also my never ending stuttering

To find a friend whom I call mine
Who'll stay with me, for all time.

I long for finding a place for peace
A place to keep me calm and at ease

To stop the tears that kept on flowing
The mess that I am that only kept growing

I want to erase the time bomb that is me
For forever and eternity

A time bomb, ticking ever so slowly
It waits for something to trigger me

There is a story that I couldn't tell
A secret I keep and guard it well

I pray for someone to find me here
On the floor, in a puddle of tears

All I wish is to be found, out of this world that I call hellbound