I've spent more nights in the bathroom than I used to.
I've shed an increase amount of tears
Than I'd ever do.
And I don't understand what's happening around me.
There's a relentless buzzing that I can't see.
I wish it could've stopped sooner but it haven't.
Months and days just count at the times I've already had it.
I want to get better.
Sooner is better.
Now could better.
But the probability is thinner
.