I start writing the letter

The one to say goodbye

The one I'll leave behind

When alone I go to die

I want to tell someone the truth

Everything I saw in life

But I shouldn't burden them

So I turn to grab my knife

It's not healthy for my brain

But my head's already fucked

I can't continue on like this

My life has no such luck

Always afraid to say good bye

And afraid to stick around

Life is always painful

Until we're six feet underground

Forgive me those who care

Who even tolerated me

You must have been quite brave

Loving me wasn't easy