Numb To Everything by Liz/Numa

I can't bring myself to look into your eyes.

I can see the disappointment in your eyes.

It's reflected in what I've become.

How can I when you've wasted time.

You've wasted so much of your time on me.

I can never understand why you've wasted so much time.

Waiting and wishing someday I would change.

I can never understand because I've become so numb to everything. 

You let me in but I've let you down.

The cycle still remains.

I'm so numb.

I'm numb to everything!

So numb that it kills me inside.

You're standing right in front of me but, it feels like you're so out of reach.

I'm so numb to everything!

I feel so far away!

Why can't I see you right next to me!?

I hate so much of what I've become!

Where did I go?!

How did I get so numb?

How did I get so numb!?

Why do I feel so numb!?

Won't someone tell me why!

Someone please tell me!

I'm lying in your arms but somehow we're worlds apart.

My messy mind, my past, my scars left me an empty heart.

My sickness this has never been your fault, yet I've made you feel that it is.

Please listen when I say it's not you, it's me.

I'm so sorry!

I can't feel you here at all!

I'm so numb.

I'm numb to everything!

So numb that it kills me inside.

You're standing right in front of me but, it feels like you're so out of reach.

I'm so numb to everything!

I feel so far away!

Why can't I see you right next to me!?

I hate so much of what I've become!

Where did I go?!

How did I get so numb?

You loved me until it hurt.

it wore you to the bone.

You gave me everything.

So why do I feel so alone!?

I'm so numb.

I'm numb to everything!

So numb that it kills me inside.

You're standing right in front of me but, it feels like you're so out of reach.

I'm so numb to everything!

I feel so far away!

Why can't I see you right next to me!?

I hate so much of what I've become!

Where did I go?!

How did I get so numb?

How did I get so numb!?

Why do I feel so numb!?

Won't someone tell me why!

Someone please tell me!

Because I don't want to feel so numb!

Our mental struggles hurt and affect the ones we love.