Nothing hurts more than feeling like everyone's last priority.

Have you ever felt so lost within yourself?

Lost without a map to navigate your mind.

It's like you don't even belong in your own skin.

It's like you're the broken puzzle piece that doesn't fit in anywhere.

Because no one cares.

No one cares.

There are so many nights I lie awake, wondering why nobody stays.

I guess I'm just a hand me down.

I'm just a hand me down.

I open up then I get replaced.

It's like who I am is a mistake.

I guess that makes me just a hand me down.

Makes me just a hand me down.

I've been running on this lonely road but no matter where I go I'm never home.

There are days I'd rather be anyone but who I am.

I'm just an afterthought that no one cares to understand.

I wish I could see it in myself why I'm impossible to love.

Wish I could see why I'm not enough.

Why I'm not enough.

Countless nights I've stayed awake wondering why nobody stays.

I guess I'm just a hand me down.

I'm just a hand me down.

I open up then I get replaced.

Why is it that I get replaced?

Am I just that messed up that no one wants me.

It's like who I am is a mistake.

Guess that makes me a hand me down.

Just a hand me down.

What choice do I make?

Do I choose denial?

Embrace this downward spiral?

It gets so hard to face the truth, when your reality's a noose.

What good's survival?

When everything feels final?!

Let me tell you there's nothing quite like this abuse of feeling like I have no use!

I'm stuck in a life no one would choose!

So many nights I lie awake wondering why nobody stays!

I'm just a hand me down!

A hand me down!

I open up.

I get replaced!

It's like who I am is a mistake!

Guess that makes me a hand me down.

A hand me down.

I've been on this lonely road but no matter where I go I'm never home.

This is what it feels like being the last priority.

-liz/Numa