TW: death and suicide

I look down the barrel of the gun

Please just end my pathetic existence

Please kill me

It's not like I even matter at all

It's not like people would even give a shit

So just pull the damn trigger and kill me now

I want to die so bad

So bad that it hurts

I need to die

It's not like I even fit in anyways

It's better that I just die

Kill me right now

After all it's what I deserve

It's what I deserve for thinking differently

It's what I deserve for not believing what the masses do today

It's what I deserve

I don't matter

So just kill me already

-Numa/Liz