An ode to me
ive been 16 for a month now

And things are the same as they have been

Maybe a bit worse

An ode to me

Ive been 16 for a month now

It kinda feels like the dark could win

I know its not the best thing but things have gotten bad

An ode to me

Ive been 16 for a month now

Do you know that I'm giving up now?

An ode to me

Ive been alive for a while

When will this stupid facade go out of style

An ode to me

A procrastinator at heart

Forgetting things right and left

Oh man, my life is unkempt

An ode to me

Ive been 16 for a month now

Ive messed up big time now

The part of me that's lost is starting to show

How much more of me will go?

An ode to me

Ive been 16 for a month now

My low point keeps going lower than it ever has

I surround myself with quotes

Become the person you needed in the past

But what if you can't get over that

What if you are kinda lost and going nowhere

Your hair's a mess

You act more childish than ever

Tell yourself you'll get over it but will you ever

Existing is too hard

and to not is harder

Each path I take drags me down farther

An ode to me

Ive been 16 for a month now

Do you know that I'm giving up now?

An ode to me

Ive been alive for a while

When will this stupid facade go out of style

An ode to me

A procrastinator at heart

Forgetting things right and left

Oh man, my life is unkempt

An ode to me

Ive been 16 for a month now

Ive messed up big time now

The part of me that's lost is starting to show

How much more of me will go?

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This was written a month after I turned 16 but I just decided to post it now