Hey y'all! Sorry this one came out a little late in the day (at least for me). The AC unit in my house was broken, so inside was hotter than outside. And upstairs, where all the bedrooms were, was practically a toaster oven. We had to book a room at a hotel and everything. It was awful, and my mom wouldn't let me bring my laptop. But whatever, it's here now, so I hope y'all like it.

Sometimes at night

When everything's calm and quiet.

I wonder

"What's wrong with me?

What am I doing wrong?"

Sometimes at night

When everyone's gone to bed

And it's just me

I wonder

"Why am I like this?

Why do I act like everything's okay,

When clearly nothing is?

Why do I give myself false hope that I can make someone better,

Make someone happy, 

When all I do is bring others down?"

Sometimes at night

I sit and wonder

"Why can't I just be better?

Why can't I be different?

Why can't I not be me?

Why can't I just disappear?"

I hope y'all know that I love you, and that I appreciate you, even if I don't know you. I'm weird like that, lol. Anyway, I hope y'all are having an awesome day/night!

-Peaches <3