Hey y'all! So I just wanted to let you know, the this poem as well as the next few are kind of angsty, mostly because they're based around my feelings and stuff, as poems should be. So just in case I wanted to warn y'all and to tell you to be careful. I would hate to hurt someone in some way or make them uncomfortable. It's not that good, it's okay, but quality doesn't matter when it comes to your feelings. So, again, be careful, and enjoy.

"You like getting in trouble, don't you?"

What does that even mean?

You think I "misbehave" on purpose?

You think I like not being able to talk to the only people who actually like me?

You think I like hearing that disappointed but stern

Tone in your voice?

You think I like being told

"You should know better"?

I don't need you to add

To my already harsh

Self-deprecating thoughts.

I don't need you to tell me that I'm a disappointment

Even if you don't actually come out and say it.

I already know.

I don't need you to say, 

"You're the oldest, it's your responsibility."

Well what if I don't want that responsibility?

What if I'd rather not "spend time with the family"?

We spend so much time together already.

What's so wrong with a little me time?

What's so  wrong with wanting to be alone,

Even if it's not what I need.

But then, I don't know what I need.

I don't really know what I need

To be happy,

To feel loved,

To not feel alone.

That's why I'm here

Sitting on my bed, 

All alone,

With nothing but tears.

Well, that's all folks. I only have, like, five more poems left after this, but it's not like I'll stop writing them. I just need to find inspiration for them. Not that you needed to know that, but I thought I'd let you know early on, I guess. Anyway, I hope y'all are having a great day/night!

-Peaches <3