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So I finally found inspiration for another Thomas Sanders character: Patton! The character I relate the most to, even though Virgil's my favorite lol. So yeah, here goes nothing!
I've been told that I have the world's brightest smile.
That I am practically the happiest person on Earth.
If only that were true.
If only the happiness I feign everyday were real.
I hate lying, but I have to.
I can't let anyone know.
I can't let them see the broken man
Behind the bright smile.
I have to hide behind this mask
For everyone's sake.
I can't let them know how sad I really am
Because it's not important.
My own feelings,
My own sadness,
Is nothing compared to that of the ones I hold dear.
They are my top priority,
And I can't let them down.
They need for me to always be happy,
So that it's easier for them to be happy.
They need me to be there for them.
So I have to fake my happiness,
So that they can be happy.
Maybe then will I be truly happy.
So I know the picture isn't a flower this time, but I thought this picture worked perfectly for this. It's so sad how Patton tries to hide his feelings for the benefit of the others. Sometimes I feel like I do that. I usually have to hide how I'm feeling, if not for the benefit of others then to hide it from my parents. I hate crying in front of them, and they get upset with me for some reason if I so much as look annoyed. It's... frustrating to say the least. But anyway, I will be sure to work on a happier poem, because honestly, I'm starting to depress myself lol.
But anyway, I hope y'all are having a fantastic day/night and are taking good care of yourselves!
-Peaches <3
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