5:09
5:55.
Why am I waiting for you
Life is short why am I using my feelings up on a boy
A boy who flirts with other girls
A boy who cheats on me
A boy who breaks my heart almost everyday
A boy who gives me migraines so bad I throw up blood and go to the emergency room
I didn't think I could make it to the end of the school year
I did and I am using the little time I have loving a boy who makes me feel like shit
I'm glad I am not dead because before I was with him I'm sure if I stayed there I would be dead right now
But I have faded scars
I have self confidence
And maybe that's why I now realize how bad all these things he's been doing are
Maybe it's just cause I'm starting to value me
Maybe cause I know my worth
Maybe that's why most of his relationships last weeks
Maybe that's why he's stayed with me cause I didn't know my worth
I am worth more than what he currently does
And he cheats
He lies
He flirts with my best friend
But something in me tells me he really loves me
He's troubled I know that
I know it better than everyone else
But he seems to be changing
When he pulls my waist close to him and smile while kissing me it feels so real
I believe that he loves me
But am I going to wait for him?
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