Poem 4: Screams [Vent]

A million screams inside my head
Telling me I should give up instead
They tell me to give up on my dreams
None of them will cease; just countless screams

They're just a mixture of noise
There really is no real voice
But I know what it's telling me
All I want is to be free

I want the pain to go away
I want to run and fly and play
I want to stop the screams
I want to stop the bloody streams

I want to end it all right now
But I just don't know how
I want to stay here for you all
But my mind's in an endless fall

A pit of darkness and despair
In a word where nothing's fair
Falling deeper, deeper, deeper still
Until I begin feeling ill

I'm sick of the screaming; I'm sick of the pain
What is there to earn; what is there to gain?
I have so much that I can lose
That's why staying is what I choose

I don't want to hurt you, but I do
And then I feel bad, and my sanity gets loose
And it leaves me alone with these screams
That want me to do so many things

They want me to spill my blood
They want my tears to flood
They want to tear me apart
And they succeed in breaking my heart

Just make it stop, that's all I want
Make these voices stop coming to haunt
Please will you just stay with me
Because if you leave, it's me who'll scream

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