When your upset
Death sounds great

Have you ever tried it
It feels wonderful

I tried it
The blood looked gorgeous

Then someone reminds you
About the people who love you

Fuck I had forgotten
Someone loves me

But I'm all out of hope
Hope is stupid

What does hope get you?
Nothing

I cry every night
Just trying to gain my sanity.

Sanity disappears as you cry
It backs into the fog

I have nothing
No friends

Friends are your life line
I have no where

I have no loving mother
Loving, every mother should be

My mother laughed
I'm glad my pain is funny

The laughter was salt in the wound
I cried harder

I drank 3 bottles of water
Just so I could still cry

The dried tears
Make my face feel like stone

Sometimes I hold the knife to my arm
Not sharp enough

Never can I harm myself
Why not?

Am I just so important to sleep with?
Even my mother says I'm a whore

She says
"Whore"
"Lazy ass"
"Dumb bitch"

The words are like venom
I can't stand anything

I can't
I can't anymore

I can't live
I can't breath

I'm suffocating
Drowning in my own tears

Wonderful
Don't have a funeral

Funerals are to celebrate good
I was never good enough

Not good enough for my mom
Not good enough for my friends
Not good enough for life
Not good enough for the earth

So this is goodbye
B-bye everyone