I deserve this
All the pain
Every syllable
How you hurt me is good
It should make me stronger
Instead it makes me weaker
What is the difference between strength and weakness? 

Is there one?
Can I be strong and weak at the same time
Can I be sane?

You have become a part of me
For life
Forever
Because of snide comments
Because of snikers
Because of pointing
Because of laughing

Is it fun
Watching me suffer
Waterdroplets running down my cheeks
Is it worth it

Am I a toy?
A puppet?
Or am I a person?