I'm scared of being In here

I'm too nervous to come out

But if I'm here any longer; if shed a tear

Anyone would judge me without a doubt

But since I'm getting lonely

Heard people go by

I want to find someone you see

Someone to be with and say hi

But I'm too nervous to ask around

Too nervous to make someone mine

To be with in a relationship that's sound

Someone to spend with on valentine

But for now I'll stay here

Hoping anyone but my mom would find me

I'm scared she would want me to disappear

Maybe in the future I could turn a me into a we