5 years

Met on a whim in a group chat

Talked a year later

Then more, and more

Confessed my love and undying support for you no matter what

Hoped in my heart I remained true

Hoped in my hear that you remember what I said

Then the answer was given on her day of birth

No

"Yes, I've moved on, you should too."

Everything I said amounted to nothing, adding another flame to the fire

"There's nothing wrong with us being friends."

Is it wrong for me to think I don't believe that?

Serenity mixed with poetry

Ever internally there, waiting to fade away

Never wanted to decrease the impact left in the open

Pausing with my life at a primal stage

All with me wanting me to improve and move on even with my personality stuck in stone

Internally wanting to move on while being who I am

Ending an unwanted acquaintance will take courage I don't have

I hope to no avail that this too shall pass

Even with all the years I told you how much you mean to me

The secrets I've shared

I guess none of that meant to you

Cementing that with since you're pregnant, and not dating anyone, nor married

Am I mad?

Most people would, but not me.

Just sad, all I want to do is cry

But I can't

I won't

As this one sentence repeats

"Now Senpai Could Never Love Me."