I feel like such a screw up.
A worthless piece of trash.
That people should get rid of
To make their good times last.
Nothing is all right,
I am a lifewrecker.
I'm sorry for the mess,
I have tried to make it better.
You won't talk to me,
Or even look me in the eye.
I'm sorry for annoying you,
Asking for forgiveness.
You just turn your back and leave,
Leave me alone in the dust.
All the broken dreams and memories,
Drown me in a flood.
I can't stop it from spreading.
Tears squeeze out my eyes,
As I try to sob quietly,
Oh yes I do try.
They won't stop coming.
I don't know what to do.
I need answers and solutions,
But you won't let me through.
Please I am begging you,
Let me fix it,
One more chance.
I am so so sorry,
Please please let me in.

A/N

Please I am so sorry. I screwed up big time, please I am sorry, if you are reading this I am so sorry. I don't know how to fix it, and everyone is telling me to leave it alone. But I can't. You know that, and I'm not even sure what exactly I did. Please please I'm begging you, let me in, I want no need to fix this. Please. I can't lose you. I know its sounds desperate, but that's because it is. And I'm letting everyone know it because you matter that much. I'm not letting go without a fight, and I have a lot more in my arsenal. Please. bloodymadhatter