Everyone has left.
I am alone in the dark.
With nothing but your memory,
Which holds little comfort.
Because I keep thinking,
"What could I have done?
To make it all better?
To have made you stay,
And never go away."

There seems to be no bounds,
To how screwed up my life can get,
My family is falling apart,
And I no longer have you
to pick me up.
You are gone.
You up and left.
Just like how all the others,
Have disappeared and
Never ever have come back.

Whatever I have done,
To make you walk away,
I am so so sorry.
And not just because I feel this way.
You kept me sane and clear,
You gave me hope
and trumped my fear.
You made me better,
But then you left.
And I was left alone again,
To pick up all the pieces.

Tired of trusting,
Of living, of hoping.
Want to throw it all away,
But I keep wishing.....
Wishing you'll come back one day.

I know it sounds bad,
But this is the truth.
The only thing that ever made me
Truly utterly happy,
Was you, only you.
You have no idea,
The effect you can have.
I only wish you knew that.

So yes,
I am falling apart.
My life's a wreck,
One that you promised
To pull me out of.
You got me part of the way,
Then let go of my hand.
You disappeared, even though
I vent to you....
I don't feel that your really there,
Like you used to be.

I am so so sorry.
But I really hate goodbyes.
And to be completely honest,
I'm not ready to have you,
Walk out of my life just yet.
So please, please come back.
I need you now more than ever.
Help me, see me....

Please.

I am sick of broken
and empty promises.
There have been just to many.
So if you would fulfill the one
You made to me....

Please.

I can't handle you not being there.
I know its desperate and selfish,
But I don't really care.
And I'm sorry for everything,
Seriously I am.
But I am not ready to lose
My Best Friend.....

Please.

Your all I actually truly have left,
That has seen the real me.
Ultimately.
Your the only one I can't bear to see be

......Gone.