Okay, this is the same request but...

Different style cuz why not *puts on sunglasses*

But yeah, at the time of writing this...

It's brownout ._.

And I'm bored and don't know what to do except write...

So that's what I shall do ^.^

Every little thing that you do
Every little pain you've been through
Sums up you're entire life
But what you see only is the strife

All the bad times that occurred
All the pain you encountered
The pain behind that smile which you endured
The broken times behind those eyes which you haven't hurdled

Want to just die and leave
Not wanting to sleep through the eve
Only to wake up once more
And feel the same emotions down to the core

Not feeling like you belong
Not feeling like you fit into a song
The melodies and tunes are beautiful
Yet you feel so useless and not meaningful

And because I don't stand for this kind of stuff of people feeling useless and stuff (despite the fact that your Author kinda uhh, felt that a couple of times)...

I shall be making a counter poem~!

Hehe, yes, I am insane.

But I love my readers and practically almost everyone in this world <333

So let's get to it!

Know that you are loved and cared
Know that you will find your group or pair
Who see, and feel, and thinks like you
Who understands what you've been through

True friends help you through the highs and lows
They'll help you even if you're mask blows
They love you for who you are
No matter how near and how far

Stop hiding in the dark and come into the light
If you've survived this far, continue to fight
Fight away all the negativity
And let yourself absorb the positivity

What you are experiencing right now isn't permanent
Don't hesitate to let out all your feelings and vent
Many more people are suffering like you
Maybe if you can, you might change the entire world too

Reading this over and over again just brings a whole new level of cringe for me T^T

But!

If this makes you guys feel better because of this... then I'm glad

Also-, so random buttttt

How do you like the cover for this book?

I don't know, I just made a random color background on paint 3d on the computer during school since we didn't discuss anything...

And then I just added some simply floral designs...

And then bam, I made it, it's done...

I'm thinking about changing the cover later on but the decision is mostly up to you guys~

For Tyra_is_day_dreaming and Fastinia and both of your requests will come soon I swear-

(Edit: Fangboi_shipper as well)

It's just since uhh... I haven't finished episode 1 of the reaction book *embarassed*

Cuz the tab on the computer where I write it is uhhh...

Very, very laggy...

Like I type normally like a normal person and the tab just freezes.

Youtube and the other wattpad tabs I kept open were working just fine...

It's just the specific tab with the episode 1 reaction that is lagging *sad face*

And I can't really continue working on it since it's brownout and I uhhh....

May or may not have deleted the episode from my downloads on YouTube *sheepish look*

I'm currently using my phone at the moment and there's another problem...

So trust me, I wanted to continue writing my other books...

It's just that...

My Wattpad app didn't catch on the fact that I was editing the reaction book on my computer and so the changes didn't save on my phone as well so I can't continue with the reaction book till the electricity comes back *desperate face*

Anyways, I hope - for everyone - that this all made you're day and I hope you guys feel better <333

I love you all <333