What After Losing Love

We sat throughout in the class,

And found but that it had no bass,

Had no ears, but just a mind,

Full of thoughts, rude and kind.

Glorying the old moments,

Regretting the bad omens,

Together in a class,

With two bench-gap, it has.

Longed to talk to her,

Wished to go side by her,

Permission, I asked her in the break,

She asked my heart for her, to break.

Then, we went merrily in the eve,

Never had she loved me, I believe,

I thought about the deadly plight of,

Of other lovers, who love, after which fight.

Myself prided I upon this luck,

On content above sorrow-sick,

Merriment crosses grief that night,

Better had I acquired, I might.

Ordered was I to back off,

On hearing what, my heart fell off,

A terrific beat, blood froze,

In the vessels, but soon I rose.

Too sincere, I know, I was,

I obeyed her, with tears in mass,

Heard her scolding, my breath holding,

Stayed back I sans fighting, we were striding.

It has become half-way now,

Leave her, I thought, I may now,

Asked her a reason; nothing said she, but how?

Cast I a smile, a last one, with eternal love.

I let her go, only know you love her then,

Going in the rain, how you miss the sun,

Hating the road ,when you miss home and kin,

Stread back I, missing her, I had been.

Shed my eyes on the way back in drops,

Thinking of my plans in love-all flops,

Swallowing a fact that I lost all hopes,

Nothing could dry those eyes-no mops.

Waited I for a weary night,

Hoping to be gone, as I might, I was:

A dreamer at day, a thinker at night,

Recounted misfortunes for me to weep,

Decided to do it, thinking deep,

Laid myself on bed, for eternal sleep.