It was a dark, sad night in November,

Hoping that this day won't be remembered.

It was the day when I am all alone,

In school and at home.

It was the day when my friends don't even want me,

But because I love them as a friend, I let it be.

Even to let them bully me, making me not to scream in pain by covering my mouth,

I never told my parents, neither any teachers that I was being bullied, but they found out.

By seeing my painful eyes,

With tearful sight.

Seeing my eyes in cries,

Asking me to go to my bed and lie.

Nothing really changed. Bullies are still bullies,

Friends are still friends.

But if a friend became a bully,

It wasn't a true friend, really.

But if a bully became a friend,

Probably it'll be a true friend till the end.

But the friends of mine are fake,

They just wanted my money, they just take and take.

Just remember that, silent tears holds the biggest pain.

By just remembering this quote in the rain,

Makes me want to go insane.

I just don't want to remember the pain.

Cutting myself makes me feel better,

Because it makes me happier,

It makes me so addicted,

Feeling that doing it wasn't bothered.

Feeling unwanted, feeling that I am a mistake,

Letting a smile which is fake.

I can't stand it anymore,

I can't stand this anymore!

I am dying of sadness,

I am dying of grief.

I don't care if my life loses,

'cause I will know where I will end up be.