A couple of days later in Ava's and Claire's dorm they just had sex and Ava is on top of Claire they look at each other Claire is about to kiss her when Ava sits up and puts her hands over her face Claire looks at her confused then she sees Ava wippimg her tears away

'Was I that bad?' Claire asks, Ava chuckles

'No, no, you were great, you always great, it's just me  in my own damn head' Ava says, frustrated

Ok now Claire is worried about her because Ava hardly ever swears and two she normal doesn't her breakdown like this in front of her, then Claire sits up

'What's wrong?, talk to me please?' Claire asks, Ava looks at her

'I know that this marriage has equal power but i feel mine is gone' Ava says

'Gone how?' Claire asks

'Like with Amanda and Sava, whenever Sava does something that gets her into trouble with Amanda, she puts her foot down and calls Sava out on her bullshit too, that's something that we use to do, what happened to us?, we use to call each other out for our bullshit, now we just talk things out, where's that excitement, danger at anymore from hiding certain things from each other to keep things alive now we just rat each other out to one another, I know its a good thing to do to talk things out when it's serious stuff but if its just dumb stuff then we should hide that from each unless it gets us into trouble with one another' Ava says

'I get that, I realized that too but don't forget when we have kids trust me we will be keeping things from each other especially when they tell us something and promise not to tell the other one' Claire says

'Can you at least do something stupid to get you in trouble with me so I can get some of my power back' Ava says, Claire chuckles

'In due time, babe, in due time' Claire says, she kisses her on the cheek

'Don't get me wrong I like the peaceful moments but...' Ava starts saying, then Claire cuts her off

'But you want to have that spice in our marriage still alive' Claire says

'Yeah' Ava says

'We will eventually' Claire says, she kisses her on the cheek

then Claire's phone starts ringing, she reaches over to get she looks at it and it's Amanda she answers it

'Hey, what's up?, no you didn't call at a bad time in was up anyways, is she still at the hospital? Ok good at least she got shot in the shoulder' Claire says, Ava looks at her

'When did it happened?, she just can't escape near death experience, yeah we will be over shortly just let us get dress, did she call moms, ok good we are on our way, ok bye' Claire says, she hangs up

'Who got shot?' Ava asks

'Sava did, they was coming back from the gym two started shooting at each other in the alley and one hit Sava in the right shoulder it went in her shoulder, she went to the hospital got it taken out and put stitches in' Claire says, she gets up and starts getting dress

'Oh my god, luckily it wasn't much worse then that' Ava says, she gets up and starts getting dress too

'Yeah I know' Claire says

'Like you said she can't escape near death experience' Ava says

'I know, Sava called moms they are on their way' Claire says

'So are we' Ava says, they leave

-

They get to Savannah's and Amanda's dorm

'Hey, how is she' Claire asks Amanda

'She's doing ok, on pill killers, which is interesting because she's been saying that none of us knows about' Amanda says, Ava chuckles

'Oh God, like what?' Claire says

'A lot of things from Dylan and Andrew having a foursome with fangs and Kevin once, Addison and Caitlin thinking about quitting college, Brittany cheating on Hailey in a dream, she wants Ava to have a sex dream about her and Ava, and my personal favorite you Claire having a secret girlfriend in photography' Amanda says, Ava crosses her arms and looks at Claire

'Well babe you wanted to have your power back now you got it' Claire says, Ava grabs a pillow and starts hitting her with it

'Ok, ok, children stop please' Amanda says

'Anything about you yet?' Claire asks

'No, not yet' Amanda says

'Amanda had a sex dream about her and Ava in the shower!' Savannah screams, from the bedroom

Ava and Claire looks at Amanda in shock and Amanda looks at the bed confused

'That was your dream that you want to have with her!' Amanda screams back

'Oh yeah!' Savannah screams

'I'm going to go duct tape her mouth shut' Claire says, she goes in their bedroom, Ava and Amanda sits down on the couch

'You just have to the nice one and i got whatever that is in there' Amanda says, she points to the bedroom, Ava laughs

'Rude!' Savannah screams

'What about Claire's secret girlfriend in photography?' Ava asks

'Oh, Stacy is up to old tricks again' Claire says, she walks out of the bedroom and sits down beside her

'Oh flirting with you again?' Ava asks

'Yeah, now it's going to be quite for a little bit because she's asleep' Claire says

'Thank god, but not just Claire she flirts with Sava too even in front of me' Amanda says

'What does Sava do about it?' Ava asks

'Nothing she knows that Stacy is flirting with her and she let's Stacy do it because she likes when I get mad or jealous it's a weird turn on for her' Amanda says

'What do you do when Stacy flirts with you?' Ava asks Claire

'Unlike my sister I shut it down immediately tell her that I'm still happily married to Ava' Claire says, Ava smiles and kisses her

'I wish that i had sweet moments like that with Sava but it's hard for her to get in touch with her emotions or feelings because of her past' Amanda says, she wipes her tears away

'I thought that you guys did talk about things like that when it's just you guys alone, where Sava feels comfortable to be at' Claire says

'Yeah We do but she doesn't do what you're guys are doing right now, PDA in front of the others, just in private whicb i don't mind but once in a while give me a kiss on the cheek, head, lips, the only PDA we do is hold hands' Amanda says

'Maybe once the pain killers wears off then talk to her about this because it does sound serious and something that needs to be Address especially with Sava, you know that she will do anything for you' Ava says

'Yeah I will' Amanda says

'I do remember when at the beginning of your guys relationship she didn't care who saw you guys kissing but i have noticed that she's been holding back these past couple of years, like Ava said it needs to be Address ASAP, if Ava felt the same way that you're feeling I would want her to tell me right away' Claire says, Savannah is over hearing them talking, Amanda smiles a small sad smile

'I'm going to go and check on Sava' Amanda says

-

Amanda gets up and walks in their bedroom she sees Savannah standing in front of the desk they look at each other

'I'm guessing you heard all of that?' Amanda asks

'Yeah I did' Savannah says, Ava stands in the doorway

'Hey we're going to head back to our dorm, we are going to give you guys some privacy' Ava says

'Ok thank you' Amanda says, Ava smiles at both of them then leaves with Claire, Amanda shuts their bedroom door and walks up to her

'Its not that i don't want to give yiu kisses in public or around our friends, it's just I feel more comfortable alone with you to do those things with you like kissing, cuddling or whatever else, you grew up with two parents who give you attention and affection, I didn't, I got pass around like a hot potato, so it's harder for me to give affection to you, Claire, Ava, our moms, and our friends because I don't know what affection is really, but i can start trying giving affection in public you just gotta be patient with me, you have been patient with me since the beginning so I'm asking you to be a little bit more patient with me please' Savannah says, Amanda wipes her own tears away

'Yeah, of course i will' Amanda says, she wipes away Savannah's tears away and kisses her, then hugs her

Then Savannah starts crying uncontrollably which makes Amanda start crying again

'Shhhhhhhh, it's ok, it's going to be ok' Amanda whispers

They stay standing up and hugging for a little bit longer until the pain killers hits Savannah again and she lays down on the bed she falls asleep immediately and Amanda smiles she kisses her on the head

'I love you' Amanda whispers, she lays down beside her, she lays on her right side facing the window

'I love you too' Savannah says

Amanda's eyes winded because she thought that Savannah was asleep then she turns over to face her and Savannah is laying there looking at her Amanda smiles and Savannah opens her arm Amanda lays down her arm and Savannah pulls her in closer to her Amanda kisses her on the lips and puts her head on Savannah's chest and eventually they fall asleep in each others arms