S.M. brought me terrible news this morning, Kim Jonghyun was pronounced dead this morning at a nearby hospital in relation to where he was staying South Korea. I may have a lot of Kpop groups on my plate and some I can't keep up with anymore, SHINee sadly being one of them. I kept up with them for a while and fell off around 2014 with their news, but kept up with their music.

So when they popped up on my phone it was bittersweet. I wanted to cry but I couldn't, I just felt numb all over again, just like when my dad died. When it truly hit me I cried. I cried at lunch and people kept asking me what was wrong. I couldn't even form the words to tell them.

I may have not known about his personal life, but I knew what he presented to us fans, and that was his great personality. I will miss him and my heart goes out to friends, family, Shawols, those who knew him and those who want to support those who are dealing with the news.

Bye everyone.