It was raining, yes raining. What a day. I was walking in the rain without any sort of umbrella to prevent me from getting soaked

I didn't know where I was headed. I felt so empty that I couldn't think straight. So this is how it feels to get your heart broken huh? Wow, it sure is a melancholic feeling

I thought the girls who cry for a man were just overreacting and I would cringe and judge at them but now I understand them

My chest feels heavy. It feels like someone stabbed you in the heart and just continues to push that knife deeper and deeper, while you scream in agony and think your heart will just fall out of your chest but no one's there to help you because they had already left you behind

That's what I would describe what I'm feeling right now. My whole system just completely shut down and now I think I'm lost, surrounded by darkness and the only light that had helped me had vanished

"What the fuck, Y/n!?" I stopped when I heard that familiar voice. That nostalgic voice I hadn't heard in years, I turned around and saw Yuri wearing a coffee worker uniform

"Y-Yuri" I gave her a sad smile and walked to her as I pulled her into a hug

"What the hell happened to you bitch?" Again with those profanities of hers, she never changes. She guided me to a table and sat in front of me

"A-A lot happened to me and I don't..." I started to cry "I don't know how to explain it, it's a little bit complicated" I laughed

"Y/n, you never change do you?" She laughed and I wiped my tears away

"As if you had changed!" We then started to laugh together "You know yuri, ever since that day do you think I messed up?"

"Nah, it was mostly my fault. If I hadn't brought you there you wouldn't have dropped out of school because you were pregnant. I'm sorry Y/n, my life was already messed up but I was the reason your life got tangled up too" she sadly smiled and held my hand

"If your problem is about a guy then dump him, forget about him, live your own life as a single mom! You don't need no man to take care of you because you can take care of yourself! Isn't it fun being single?" Yuri encouragingly said and her facial expression turned into a serious one

"But if you really loved that guy I'm guessing it's not easy to just watch him go, right?" Wow, yuri got some character development while I'm still the same

"But mostly fuck him and live your life to the fullest" she smiled sweetly at me. Okayyyy, maybe half of her changed but old yuri is still there

We talked about everything and every shit that happened to me. It was literally the best feeling that you have someone that you can just complain your problems to

"Damn, your life really is full of shit. If I were you that Hana bitch wouldn't have gotten away with a 360° slap, I would've grab her by the hair and punch her in the stomach then grab her head then I would've gathered all of my strength and shove her head in the window of that luxurious bitch ass car!" I laughed at her comments

"Thankyou so much Yuri for listening on me complaining about my life, it's been 5 years since we've last seen each other and here I am greeting you with loads of shit" Yuri snorted and smacked my hand

"Don't act like that! Even if we don't talk for a hundred of years you're still my friend, and I would always act the same around you" she smiled at me. It made me calm down and happy that I found her here

I bid my farewell to Yuri as soon as the rain stopped pouring and started going back home. Talking to Yuri definitely made me feel better

Sometimes, it's nice to have a friend who knows you.

I slowly opened the door to felix's house, the skies definitely tell that it's 5 pm

Anyone could tell I was walking in the rain because of my drenched hair and clothes. I started walking up the stairs but stopped

"Y/n? What the fuck happened to you?" I heard Felix's voice behind me so I turned to face him "Did you walked in the rain? Are you crazy?"

"I didn't have an umbrella" I flatly said, I was still broken inside with what happened earlier even if I already talked with Yuri. It did lift a little bit of my sadness but it's still there and it's slowly devouring and destroying me again

"You could've called me!" He furrowed his eyebrows

"Even if I did You wouldn't care to waste your time just to give someone like me an umbrella" I plainly smiled and started to walk up the stairs

"You visited Hyunjin and ended up hurting yourself, right?" He snorted and released a pathetic sigh

I slowly turned back to him again "What happened to Hyunjin? Tell me" Felix observed my face and chuckled

"He got into a car accident when he was chasing Hana to get her because he found out she was the one who fabricated the dna test, but eventually he got into an accident and now he has amnesia" He smiled at me

That made me feel much worse.

He was doing everything he can to find out the truth about what happened to get sam and me back but I was a fool to think that he didn't care about us so he chose to continue on with his life

I'm such a pathetic stupid asshole. I gripped on my clothes and bit my lip until it bled as tears slowly came down rolling on my cheeks

"I didn't know..."

"Ofcourse you didn't, you couldn't do anything because you have no sort of power. You're powerless against Hana and that's why I think Hana will get Hyunjin to be hers and you'll never get him back. Oh and also I think Hyunjin's parents are helping Hana, doesn't it hurt that his own parents doesn't like you for their son? Sheesh I bet the pain is eating you out so bad" Felix says and laughed at my pathetic self

He suddenly stopped laughing

"Y/n? Are you okay?" This time he sounds worried and sincere which made me look at him

"Huh funny, why is everything...mo...ving" My vision was dizzy and slowly it got blurry. I couldn't feel my body anymore as my body slowly started to collapse and the last sight I saw was Felix's eyes widening and him trying to run to me to prevent me from falling

"Y/n!" I blacked out.

Felix was about to catch Y/n but a hand suddenly appeared and caught her instead. Felix slowly looked at the familiar person and his eyes widened even more when he saw who it was

Jackson Wang.

"J-Jackson?" Felix stuttered as his jaw dropped. Jackson looked at Y/n with a worried eyes then glared at Felix

"What did you do to her, Lee Felix?" He growled at Felix as Felix started to shrink on his spot. The presence of Jackson was chilling and it's even more chilling when he acts like this

At that time, place, and day Felix knew that he fucked up.

"W-What are you-"

"I'll make you pay for shitting with my sister" With that, Jackson lifted Y/n up in a bridal style and exited Felix's house

Namjoon was at the door and laughed at Felix's reaction "Have a Good day Mr. Lee!" Namjoon says with a smile on his face then went out, closing the door behind him

Felix was left there dumbfounded about what just happened

Jackson and Namjoon had taken the unconcious Y/n to the hospital and she was immediately taken attention by the nurses and doctors when they saw Jackson

The Wang is also known of the people of all of the hospital in the country because Jackson's uncle is a famous doctor who had saved many lives and received many recognitions by the government for saving lives of people even in front of a crisis

And not to mention Jackson is a Wang, famous for being a head of the Wang Mafia Family. (His uncle is also a part of a mafia since he's the brother of his father but he doesn't participate in killing someone because like what I said, he's a doctor who saves people's lives not take it💀 The Wang ofcourse understands him and doesn't force him into killing)

Y/n was taken to the ER and Jackson waited outside for a few minutes

The doctor finally went out and took of his gloves

"What's her condition, doc?" Jackson asked

"Well, Mr. Wang your sister is okay she just collapsed because of severe stress but we also found something that you might need to know" He says and Jackson nodded his head indicating that he's all ears to listen

"Your sister is pregnant"

EXTRAS;
+ That feeling when google was the one who greets you first before your friends and families

It's a sign that I definitely should marry google🥰

+and yes BITCH remember that bathroom scene? Where they made luv?😏 SHSUSHUA bitch forgot that she actually didn't take any pills that day. This is exactly why you need to use protection

+thought BamBam greeted me happy birthday on twitter💀 turns out it was also IGOT7's birthday that I literally forgot😭

Well anyways thanks bambam😭❤

+AND BEFORE I FORGET, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL OF THE MOTHERS ESPECIALLY TO MY MOM Who sacrificed a lot for me and my siblings, who worked hard to ensure we will have a good future, and for taking care of me for 14 years. She was really patient with me for 14 years, she suprisingly didn't threw me out of the window because she's had enough of me😘 anyways mom thanks for not killing me LMAO HSUSHAHA yeah, loveya hopefully you won't unlock my phone and read my wattpad stories because maybe you will kill me then🙂 (Especially the bathroom scene part, I'm always that 'innocent' daughter who only watches cartoon and seems like she's so innocent when she's clearly not💀)