(it had been at least a few minutes ever since the last chapter)

solar was at his desk, thinking of how to apologize.... he thought of asking the other elements! he 1st thought of gempa the mother and the earth element of the group! "gempa is the closest elements from ori! mabye he would know how to make ori forgive him! "the light elements thought, but quickly dismissed it thinking about how he would "try to make him feel better" which will only make the light element feel worse... he didn't even think of the others since they would do the same..... so he just decided to just say it... he looked at the time and realized it was already night... solar thought of not doing today and just tomorrow but... the faster he does it the faster he wont feel the quilt.... so he decided to wing it

( dismiss/dismissed is basically not doing it, and winging it/ wing it means he'll do it without plan and just going to do it and see the results)

outside the watch

boboiboy was on top of his bed, he knew e was supposed to sleep but he couldn't so he just looked around looking for something to entertain himself or something, he was just so bored, until he saw light.. then it turned into a person

boboiboy pov

who and what is he? how did he appear out of nowhere? I mean my elements could do that.... is he a new element?

solar:"... I am sorry.... I shouldn't have let my ego take over... if it wasn't for me.... you probably wouldn't have amnesia..... I am sorry..."

he is apologizing for something..? and why does his voice sound so..... broken...?

3rd person pov

(no ones pov for yall who dont know)

boboiboy:"w-who ar-are y-you...?"

boboiboy said, in a shaky, scared(ish?) way, while also stuttering

solar:"what do you mean 'who are you'? ori... it's me.. solar... your light element..."

solar said, a hint of heartbreak shown on both solars voice and face

solars pov

this is some kind of prank right...? I mean ori wouldn't forget me.... right...? this is just some kind of prank.... IT CAN'T BE REAL.... right..?

boboiboy:"I'm sorry, but I don't have a light element... are you sure you have the right person...?"

... he doesn't remember me...? It's all my fault.... i shouldn't have been so cocky.. so ignorant.... so prideful.... I should have just finished it instead of making captain Vargoba suffer...

solar:"oh sorry.. I guess it is the wrong person... sorry to disturb you.. bye"

I quickly said before going back into the watch... i was back in my room.... I closed the door behind me.... but.. I couldn't help but lean against the door... the tears I had fought back fell on my cheek... why couldn't I have just finished him? this is all my fault..... why me...? why...?

boboiboy pov

that person... who was he? was he a new element? why did he suddenly disappear...? and why does he feels so familiar..?

solar pov

I was in my room... crying... I didn't know what came over me... what's wrong with me..? why do I feel so attached..? "did ori really forget me..?" was the only thing in my mind... I just sat there, letting the tears roll down my cheek... while I was curled up in a ball... just looking at my hands..... while a small ball of light which I previously used as a light to write my apology lit some of my room.... the light was small... but it was able to light up my face a little bit... I was there for hours? minutes? seconds? I don't know... I honestly lost track of time... then my stomach grumbled... oh right.. I was too busy with writing my apology and crying I forgot to eat... so I quietly went to the kitchen to eat something.. when I got there I saw an apple, so I washed it and went back to my room, when I got there I started to eat... the only reason I decided not to eat the apple in the kitchen was because someone could've saw me.. they could've saw my red teary eyes from crying...

after solar finished eating

after I finished eating I felt a little better, but my mood soon dropped when I remembered ori doesn't remember me.... so I just went to my bed and slept hoping this was just a nightmare....

right..?

date made:2/15/24

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date published:2/18/24