Hi i go by K, and this is something I really want to rant about.

I was always extremely adventurous and wild when I was younger, I loved who I was. When I was 10, my ex-best friend, since I was 4, started to be mean to me, and it really cut me deep, i cried and she said, "haha, You crybaby." Since then I've always kept everything inside and never ever reviewed my emotions to others. 

In the year I was turning 13, i got into secondary school. I now had new classmates and new friends with some of the same people. My current bffs are not in the same class as me so they don't know what's happening in my class. I thought I had real friends, but by the end of the year I knew almost all girls are fake and guys are jerks. This year I changed who I was to fit in, it worked but then I found out they were still mean, so I became me again except i wasn't as outgoing and wild anymore. I sat by myself at the back of the class just observing the rest. I'm so sick of all the drama and fakeness. I got straight A's and have some real friends and I'm always getting awards, but all I want to do is run away and change my whole identity, so i can have a redo of my life. 

Before holidays two girls were to write a card to everyone in my class, giving them inspiration for the end of the year exam and nice stuff. One of the girls wrote for me, but when giving them out the other girl, knowingly, threw my card away. When everyone got their card and i didn't, it hurt me so much, i wanted to have a breakdown! I thought they forgot about me! Only months later I found out she threw it away. 

4 years I spent not letting out my emotions and faking a smile. No one noticed how I was dying inside. 

I started writing on Wattpad and this is my stress release. I'm really hoping I won't break down suddenly. 

This is the first time i'm actually telling others. Since yall dont know who i really am it's easier. 

~~K

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Hey y'all its ya girl Gabbi 

And this is the first person who reached out to me and wanted to share their story.

I'm so happy she was able to get this off her chest and that i can now try and help her in anyway I can. 

@Kimchi_K

Please give her support and love because we all know that we need some. 

Remember follow me and I will follow you 

Much love and byeee 

-Gabbi