Mark's POV

A blinding white light filled my vision as sweat cascaded down my face. I blinked repeatedly and my vision cleared up somewhat. I was awake in the hospital room. Sitting up quickly I called for a nurse. My voice came out weak and raspy along with it being extremely deep. A woman walked in and smiled.

"Hello Mr. Fischbach, how are you doing? Do you need anything? Food water?" I nodded feeling my stomachs growl.

"Can I get something to eat?" She nodded and walked off after I picked out what I wanted.

I took a shaky breath and leaned back in bed slowly. I heard footsteps approach my door and looked at it expecting the nurse. Instead, it was Tyler and Ethan, both looking extremely excited.

"MARK!" Ethan jumped on me knocking the wind out of my lungs.

"Oh no..." I groaned coughing slightly.

Tyler walked up to me and I leaned forward giving him a big hug.

" I was so worried! We both were! Even Jack came to see you!" I acted surprised.

"Really! Wow..." I smiled and sat up in the bed after seeing the nurse walk back in.

She set the food on the rolling bed table and I starting eating after she left. Tyler and Ethan wouldn't shut up about how worried they were.

"You two are acting just like little birds." I chuckled as Ethan let out a sigh.

Ethan excused himself so he could go tell the rest of the gang leaving me with Tyler. I noticed he had a gauze around his head the had a bloody patch near the back. I motioned to it.

"What happened to you! Are you ok?" He looked at me.

"You smashed a bottle over my head."

"I did WHAT!?" I was in complete shock.

"Tyler I'm so sorry!" I whimpered and I let out a cough covering my mouth.

"Hey, it's ok! Are you ok?" I waved him off with my good hand.

"I'll be fine" another cough racked my chest "just some food went down the wrong pipe." I laughed trying my best to lift the dull mood.

He smiled and patted me on the back gently. Before I could react Wade, Bob, Molly, and Ethan all ran into the room. I was soon crushed by a large group hug resulting in them all falling on top of me.

"Guys, nooo!" I coughed out a laugh.

They refused to let go until Bob forced them away.

"Come on guys, give him some space." I chuckled weakly and glanced around.

"Hey, where's Jack?" Ethan shrugged.

"He's probably back at his hotel sleeping or something. He wasn't taking your, ahem, coma...well. When we filmed the video explaining the situation he was a wreck." He paused.

"I'll run and get him, brb." I gave him a weird look for saying brb out loud.

I scooted back so I was supported and we started talking.

Jack's POV

I paced around the room waiting for them to, uh, finish up. The tub let out a groan as the soapy water was released and traveled down the drain. Mumbling could be heard from behind the door and Anti soon left the bathroom looking disheveled and the other one soon followed. I crossed my arms and tapped my foot, not in a disapproving way, it was more of a nervous habit. Anti avoided eye contact which didn't suit him at all and Dark just continued to stare at me creepily.

"So um, sorry. I didn't mean to ah..." I rubbed the back of my neck.

"I didn't see anything if you-"

"Shut up!" He snapped at me, his face as red as a fookin tomato.

I held my hands up defensively and looked between the two of them feeling extremely awkward.

This is so weird...seeing my doppelganger with Mark's.... It felt weird. Neither me or Mark...we're not gay. Mark has a girlfriend, I had a girlfriend.

The whole Septiplier thing got way out of hand. At first, it was just our whole brotherly love thing then it turned to us fucking each other in the arse. It actually got really annoying. Don't get me wrong, its fine for people to ship us but, not in that way...I've read some of the Shite fangirls write and it is really uncomfortable.

"Hey Jackass, you awake?" Anti chuckled at the stupid joke Dark made and I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah just thinking." Anti lost the goofy grin and his emotionless face started creeping me out.

"You ok?" Soon Dark lost all emotion and they sort of stared past me out of the window.

I looked back at them and glanced out the window to see what they were looking at. I hear a low rumble and notice Dark was growling and protectively shielding Anti with a huge pair of neon pink fluorescent wings. Both of their eyes glowed dangerously and I heard a light cackle come from outside. I slowly reached my hand out and pulled back the curtain exposing, Felix!?

He gave me a retarded grin and waved, "hey Irish pussy!" His voice was muffled by the window.

Dark was growling extremely loud earning Felix's attention. Before he saw them I leaned forward blocking his view.

"Hey Bitch, What are you doing here?" He held up a finger.

"Can I come in first?" He asked pointing to the front doors.

I blushed slightly and nodded, closing the curtains and the window.

"Anti you need to leave or go back inside my head or whatever, same for you Dark. Or at least act like Mark." He nodded and Anti returned to my body with a jolt.

I ran out of the room and met up with Felix and surprisingly Ethan, who at the moment was fangirling somewhat over Felix. The two of them noticed me and waved. Ethan bolted up to me and started jumping excitingly.

"MARKS AWAKE!!!" He bounced around grabbing my arm.

"Let's go! He's waiting! You coming, Felix?" We both nodded and ran after the spry blue haired boy.

Anti can you go back to Dark without doing that whole mist thing?

Yeah, anything to get me away from that mother fooker. Just call me when you're done.

I felt him leave by the time we got to the hospital. I took a deep breath and heard myself wheeze. Shit, I forgot about that... I slowed so I was slightly jogging. I tried to keep up the pace but had to stop.

"Sir are you ok?" I nurse tapped me on my shoulder gentle.

"Yeah, just a bit of Exertion-induced asthma, I'll be fine. Just need to take a break." She offered me a glass of water and I caught up to the other two who were already in Mark's room. I pushed past them and stood next to the pale sickly man.

"Oh my god you guys. I'm fine. You all are big ole cry babies." I stared at him angrily.

"You fockin idiot! We were worried sick about you! Why did you even think that doing this to yourself was ok?" I spat gripping his arm

He winced from the pressure but kept a straight face. I saw the gears turning in his head while he tried to come up with an explanation.

"I'm surprised you didn't get a call from Tom, Tyler." He said focusing on the taller man.

"I have been, repeatedly."

"Why isn't he here?" Venom dripped from his words, worrying me.

"I am you goddamn asshole." A new voice joined the group.

A more distinct Korean man stood in the door looking almost as bad as Mark. He was holding a cooker of something along with a ladle. Mark smiled weakly at him and they both crumbled into each other's arms. I felt horrible for both of them but the others seemed confused.

"I thought I would have to lose you and Mom in the same week." Tom whimpered into his younger brother's shoulder.

"I'm so sorry Tom...I wasn't thinking straight. I messed up!" Mark gripped onto Tom tighter.

"My god Mark, did your mom?" Felix asked quietly.

"Yeah...that's why we're here...." He started smiling sadly while chuckling to himself.

He soon started crying to himself covering his face with his arm.

"Where did it all go so wrong?" We all stared at him not knowing what to do.

"Mark calm down, we both are upset right now."

"NO! No...you shut up!" He jolted up out of his bed dragging the machine that was up to with him.

He grabbed Tom by his shirt forcefully pulling him closer. He raised a fist angrily but he faltered and his face softened. He slumped back down onto the bed and sat hunched over holding his head in his hands.

"All I have ever wanted to do was make people laugh, that's all I've ever wanted to do, that all I will ever want to do," he raised his fist in front of his face and let out a muffled sob.

"I just want you guys to know that I'm sorry. Cause I know that there are people out there that need me in their lives and of I left they would go with me." He covered his face once again and Tom sat next to him rubbing his back.

Mark took a deep breath and tried speaking clearer only to start sobbing again.

"The night this happened I met a real nice kid who was covered in scars. I saw that he carved my name into his arm along with don't eat and die. I felt so goddamn hopeless standing there with a case of beer and this poor teen who I was giving up on! Even after telling him that I would never do that to him." My heart was breaking along with his and tears started forming in my eyes.

"I want to be someone that people can look up to and aspire to be better than! Now, look at me! I just gave up! I fucking! I fucking gave up on my fans my friends, myself." His voice broke and he sniffed trying his best to stop the tears.

He looked each of us in our eyes and ended with Tom.

"I want each of you to know that I am so sorry...I just-" I silenced him with a hug.

"Please stop apologizing." I wiped my eyes.

"We all have our low points. Just know things get better. You know that more than anyone here." He nodded wiping his eyes.

"Now look who's the cry baby am I right?" He joked weakly.

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Wow shit. I get emotional at night bu Jesus...

Ike out BYE BYE!!!