Name: Connor Caroline Tawn

Nickname: Tawn

Heritage: Caucasian

Age: 23

Gender: trans male

Romantic  Relationship: /

Sexuality: Pansexual / (Aromantic)

Occupation: Black Crows (@-luciferin- 's Gang) // Drug Dealer // Hacker

Other:
-on testosterone  for 7 years
-post top surgery for 3 years
-doesnt have and wont get bottom surgery
-had a younger sister, Cora Tawn
-has a really  deep voice

Story and Personality:

-he's "easy to get" but will only have oral,  youre not allowed  to touch him down there,  he's  not into that

-grows and sells weed and makes a lot of money because of that
(fun fact: Toseong buys his weed from Connor without  knowing  he's  a Black Crows member)

-doesnt take any kind of drugs,  including alcohol

-is a hacker, a very good one,  and makes a lot of money because of that as well

-he is very very reserved  and has no interest  in deep relationships  of any kind whatsoever

-doesn't  have the black crows tattoo (yet) even though  hes one of the early  members because he doesn't  know on what body part to get it without the crow interfering with the owl or making it look weird

-he doesnt like showing off the tattoos he already  got because they  are all very personal and he doesn't  want to be asked about them

-i'll explain  his tattoos later but know for now that the list on his chest stands for people he lost because he wasnt able to protect  them

-he blames himself for the deaths  of his loved ones (list) because he was too weak to protect or save them

-thanks to that he decided to not make any friends or grow close to anyone in whatever way or kind of relationship so that he would have nothing to lose

-he sometimes feels really bad for being  so reserved  and unsociable because he knows the other person didnt do anything  to deserve  to be treated  like this but he wont allow himself  to feel any deeper  affection for anyone  because he is too scared to lose them again, still feeling weak and unable to protect the ones  who are important  to him
he knows he would end up hating himself even more than  he already  does

-is Athena's (@-luciferin- 's OC) "devoted  servant" and would never say no to anything  she'd  ask him to do

-Athena is the only person he's not a complete ass to, mostly because she's  the gang leader  but also because he likes and respects her

-he's good with handling  knives, less good with guns

-his everyday life consists of checking on/growing weed, hacking,  selling weed, gang stuff,  and maybe video games when he gets time for that

-because  of his rather tight  schedule, he only sleeps for 2-4 hours a day and lives off coffee, coke and cornflakes

-since  he's  sleep-deprived and depressed,  he tends to bottle up all his emotions and mostly anger which  gets him into fist fights a lot when his emotions "break  free"

(now more backstory based stuff)

-he grew up as Caroline Tawn with his one year  younger sister Cora Tawn

-they lived with their mother until Connor was 7, they then moved to their father because their  mom was no longer able to care  for them due to being an alcoholic  and a drug addict (which caused Connor to never take drugs  btw)

-had a best friend named Harry whom he met when he transferred  to a new school after moving to his dad

-started transitioning when he was 16 and both of his parents  were  supportive, his sister and and harry were as well

-got into trouble  with the wrong people when he was 17 which  got both his best friend and his girlfriend  killed

-joined the Black Crows half a year later

-lost many people because of his own faults,  thats at least what he thinks

-after the death of his lover,  he tried to commit suicide by slitting his wrist because he couldn't take the weight  of 5 deaths on his shoulders but his sister was able to save him

-they made a promise that connor would never try to take his own life again, no matter what

Tattoos:

okay so like i said before the list over his heart stands for people he wasnt able to protect and who died because of that

the first stroke stands for his best friend (died when he was 17)
the second for his girlfriend (died when he was 17→ same day and place as his best friend)
the third for another black crows member (19)
the forth for his mentor (19 but half a year later)
the fifth for his lover (20)
the sixth for his sister (21)

the owl stands for his best friend lemme explain real quick
his name was harry and they were both the ultimate harry potter nerds so one day harry got his parents to buy him an actual owl but instead of naming it hedwig like connor thought he'd do, harry named it connor "because it reminded harry of him" and it became a symbol of their friendship

the all seeing eye with the roses stands for his mentor because to connor, he was the wisest man alive and according to him he knew EVERYTHING

the flowers on his left arm stand for his sister Cora who was completely obsessed with greek mythology, loving Persephone the most
Another name of Persephone is Cora and when Cora found out, she felt an even stronger connection to her than before. and since Persephone is mostly symbolised with flowers, pomegranates and a deer, connor got his sisters favourite flowers tattooed.
they also cover up the scar where he tried to kill himself but his sister was fast enough to save him