Olivia

He didn't call, not even texted and he sure as hell never left me a message on any of my online accounts - and he knows all of it.

It's been two weeks since the... kiss. And I haven't heard from him since.

I guess I can't exaclty blame it all on him, I did run out on him instead of seeing the night through. I got scared, what else could I have done?

Be honest with yourself though, Olivia. It's not your first kiss and it sure as hell isn't your first with Jon. Why the hell did you have to make it complicated? Why did you have to be so melodramatic to run off like that? Why couldn't you have slapped him or something that night just to start the conversation on what the hell you two were doing?

You're the stupidest girl I know and I hate that I'm you right now.

I looked back at my phone and again decided whether to text him or not. Nope. No way. He's the guy and he kissed you, he's the one who needs to initiate a talk.

But wasn't the kiss initiating something?

This is so confusing. Just stop thinking Liv, it's obviously not taking you anywhere.