To Mr. Not Worth my clever insults,

The fateful day. Did you really have to publicly throw me away like that?

Don't answer that, I know it was probably the best part. Did you fantasize about that moment the entire time we were 'together'?

I hate myself for falling into your perfectly structured trap. You are a pro; I still should have seen.

You know, I couldn't look at you for months after that. Some girls consoled me, but I didn't pay attention to them.

I was ashamed of myself; I had cursed them because I saw them as competition, people who were stealing you from me. How could I have been so rude?

I'd blame you, but it's not exactly your fault. Sure, I hated them because of you, but really it was me who hated them. You were just my motivation to do it.

I can admit my faults. Can you?

I didn't move away because of you. I'm sure it puffed your ego up, but I left to go to Arts School. Did you remember that I wanted to be a dancer?

I hate you.

One of many who hopes you get played one day,
Li BoMi