Lololololol plotline that is somewhat personal please kill me jkjkjkjkjkjk but honestly I write through the pain.

crystaljade has made a groupchat

crystaljade added: damiwayne to the groupchat

crystaljade added: bluegirlgolddragon to the groupchat

crystaljade added: dickiebird to the groupchat

crystaljade added: thatssoraven to the groupchat

crystaljade added: coltonstoleit to the groupchat

crystaljade named the groupchat: helpmeimessedup

crystaljade: helpmehelpmehelpmehelpme

coltonstoleit: what did you do???

crystaljade: so it started in psychology

damiwayne: its always psychology

crystaljade: i was sitting next to maps like always

bluegirlgolddragon: yes, you do that very often

crystaljade: and on the board was a picture of someone with a questionable gender, like it could be a girl or boy and they looked really depressed

coltonstoleit: same on the depressed, not gender questionable. i am a real boy

crystaljade: so i said "that boy looks depressed"

damiwayne: sounds like tim

crystaljade: and maps said "how do you know its a boy, it could be a girl"

coltonstoleit: that much is true

crystaljade: and i turned to him and said "are you a boy?"

crystaljade: it came out of my mouth and i didn't realize it, i wasnt even thinking and i was joking because maps is a boy and i love him and he is a boy to me, a real boy and im so sorry and i dont know, hes just like "damn"

crystaljade: i expected him to say something like 'no duh' or something along those lines and then i could say 'exactly, so he is a boy' but no- all he says is 'damn'

damiwayne: damn

coltonstoleit: damn

bluegirlgolddragon: damn

dickiebird: damn

crystaljade: i talked to him at lunch about it and he said that for a second he thought i didnt see him as a guy and he was just worried because im one of the few people who see him that way and now im trying hard not to cry in the middle of german im so sad like i hate myself so bad i deserve to die

bluegirlgolddragon: hold your horses

bluegirlgolddragon: you do not need to die

crystaljade: i do ohgodohgodohgod please

thatssoraven: alright, jade, im going to gotham right now

thatssoraven: just keep taking deep breaths

thatssoraven: isis go be with jade so she doesnt do anything

dickiebird: jade, just stay calm. take deep breaths like rachel said and try to level yourself. if you have to excuse yourself from class, a mental breakdown is not a joke. they will understand. tim had them all the time. do you need me to tell bruce to call the school so you can go?

crystaljade: that would be nice, dick. im trying to stay calm the best i can. luckily im no longer in harr Müller's class anymore so im in history and can just ask professors macpherson

dickiebird: add bruce to the chat

crystaljade added brucewayne to the chat

brucewayne: alrighty, so what's going on

damiwayne: read

crystaljade: it's bad

brucewayne: not really, but i understand how you are stressing about this. i will call the school and excuse you, damian, and isis.

crystaljade: alright, thank you sir

brucewayne: no need to call me sir

brucewayne: call me dad

dickiebird: another kid, really bruce? is momma selina going to allow this????????

brucewayne: i don't care, she is an orphan in need

crystaljade: not an orphan

crystaljade: but i disown my dad like talia disowns damian

damiwayne: ¿¿¿is this because i said we aren't best friends???

crystaljade: no this is because you said we aren't friends.

damiwayne: oh yeahhhhhh

crystaljade: okay im leaving class. maps is looking at me but isn't saying anything. he looked pissed at me, annoyed, angered, oh god i just swore

brucewayne: not in my christian household

dickiebird: im on my way to pick you kids up. everyone ready?

damiwayne: I'm always ready to get away from this hell hole

thatssoraven: on my way from jump city, im on the titan jet

thatssoraven: jericho is with me. should be there in a couple hours

crystaljade: thank you guys to much

thatssoraven: stay strong

coltonstoleit: bruh- i want to leave school

coltonstoleit: but as a member of the pizza club i have to be here for maps, ill keep you all updated