*bohiamian rhapsody by queen sung by Panic! At the Disco, one of my favorites.

Any way,

I am having trouble thinking of what to write about. I mean, I usually write down how I feel about something and hope you guys agree on what I say and I also take into consideration how you guys think, I don't want to make you angry and say the wrong things. So I carefully write what I think.

I love your guys's comments on my story, I really appreciate all you've guys have done with my book. Without you guys I'd still have a book with two or three reads trying to get up to where I am now.

In this chapter I will talk about our frustration with the past, which I've mentioned before in a chapter. I regret the things I do because I feel they're embarrassing and I'll never live it down. Which I won't because every time I think of some mistake I made I try to change and say "I don't care," but I do care and I care about that kind of stuff because I feel like when I mess up my friends see me as a failure.

An example would be when I try to talk to somebody I don't know. Especially If it's to tell someone off. I CANT DO IT. I literally become this stuttering mess of words that won't come out. I embarrass myself and sometimes people laugh at me and when my friends are there with me, I feel like they're embarrassed to be my friend, but I'm brought back when they say it's fine and they aren't. But it's still in the back of my head.

Now let's not be depressed and have a laugh at this handburger.

Love you guys!

Comment how you guys feel about your past and I'll try to help, it's the least I can do.