I've been having a hard time adjusting
I had the shiniest pen, now it's rusting
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back with new chapters
I have a lot of regrets about that
Pushed writing into the background
To focus on my responsibilities
And maybe I don't quite know what to write
But I'm here with pen in my hand

I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying

They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad (really, look on my characters)
I have a lot of regrets about that
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
Fell behind all my classmates and didn't write or read anything
Pourin' out my heart to a stranger
But I didn't stop my writing at all

I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying

At least I'm trying

And it's hard to be writing new chapter
When I feel like I don't understand, what I want to dk
It's hard to be anywhere these days
When all I know, that I didn't write new chaoter yet
My novel is just a flashback in a film reel
On the one screen in my town

And I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying (maybe I don't quite know what to write)
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying

At least I'm trying