I hate starting out on a bad note here, but I'm a little sad today. Actually no. I'm pretty fucking sad. 

   If you need to know anything about me is that I fucking love rock music. Anything that's alternative, old rock, all the metals, etc.

   During my youth in the weird as fuck middle school and high school days, I discovered a genre of music called grunge. That shit hit me like a motherfucker because most of the time, I could really tap into it

   Whether it was Nirvana, Alice in Chains, Pearl Jam, Stone Temple Pilots, or Soundgarden, I could relate to it.

   Today, my all time favorite male vocalist committed suicide. 

I will personally always hold Soundgarden near dear my heart, but Chris's work in Audioslave is what really spoke to my soul.

   Rest in peace you beautiful genius soul.

   This stuff can make me weep, and I apologize. I just needed to vent my emotions out for a bit. Maybe some of you can grieve here too if you loved Chris Cornell.

   I'll move onto other subjects to not get all flustered and weep as I did early this morning.

1) CM PUNK.

   I fucking miss him. I miss him just as a fucking great human being that would pop up on my home's television screen and make life a little better.

   I also miss his wrestling and ripping new one's with just a microphone on his hand, but I understand that at the moment, CM Punk is happy without wrestling.

  At least that's what he's said. He looks to be really fucking happy and I hope he is. Through all the shit he's dealt with, I wish him nothing but a good, happy, long, healthy life alongside the forever beautiful, AJ Mendez Brooks.

   That said, every time I see things like this:

my heart races a 

million beatsa second.

   If you haven't already heard / read, a British wrestling company is offering to pay him a ONE MILLION dollar contract if he wrestles just ONE match for them. 

   That's fucking insane.

   I really doubt he needs the cash, but holy fucking shit. All they're asking for is one appearance / match. It's intrusive no doubt, but from what I read, this company could use all the exposure and what better way to rise than with CM Punk?

   He'd be returning to pro-wrestling, not pro-entertainment. Him being an actual entertaining fuck is just a plus. 

   All of that said, I respect CM Punk regardless of what he decides. For people saying that he should take the offer because it would be a slap in the face to the WWE:

NO.

Allow me to introduce you to all the times CM PUNK RIPPED THE WWE A NEW ONE:

PIPEBOMB, PURSUED HIS DREAMS OF HEADING INTO UFC, PIPEBOMB, SUED THEM AND GOT A SHIT TON OF MONEY FROM THEM (CABANA PODCAST), PIPEBOMB, DOESN'T EVEN MENTION THE WWE WHILE THEY'RE STILL OBSESSING OVER HIM WITH STEPH THROWING OUT ALL THOSE CHEAP SHOTS, PIPEBOMB, PIPEBOMB, IS HAPPY WITHOUT THEM, PIPEBOMB, RELEVANT WITHOUT THE WWE, PIPEBOMB, ETC.

   The list goes on and on.

What are your thoughts? Do you think Punk will ever return to pro-wrestling? Yes/ No / Why

2) RANDALL KEITH ORTON

Ugh.

Ugh.

Ugh.

Ya'll know what I'm going to talk about, and already I want to push my fingers into my eyes. Randy Trollton is being a fucking troll.

   Yes,  Trollton.

And yes, a troll.

It's that simple. 

   My elaborate thoughts on this? I'm having none of it. If you have zero idea what I'm talking about, here, enlighten yourself:

   Someone posted their thoughts about the Indy's on Twitter, and Randy replied agreeing. A lot of wrestlers + people took offense and he then posted that picture up top.

   It's just so ... classless. 

   The whole "DIVE" thing comes from Randy agreeing with that one guy who said he dislikes Indy wrestling because it's all a bunch of flashy moves and "dives."  

   Please let me just dissect this message a bit.

  Randy's boasting about making Smack Down (brand he's in) making five more million dollars than Raw , thus beating that brand.

   "But in the big boy world, that's called putting asses in seats"

   Okay Randall, reality check. You are not putting asses in seats. You are putting people to sleep. Sorry not sorry, but I've found Randy's 13th title reign to be complete and utter shit.

   The reign aside, every since he was introduced to the Wyatt Family, fucking everything went down hill for them.

   Seriously, how the fuck does this guy think he's entertaining people to tune in. If he thinks that ... 

RANDY ORTON IS TRULY DELUSIONAL. THAT DUDE CAN'T EVEN DIVE AND HE'S ALREADY GOT BRAIN DAMAGE.

   You know what people tune in to see on Smack Down?

   Kevin Owens, Sami Zayn, Baron Corbin, Bray Wyatt, The Usos, Breezango, The FUCKING AMAZING WOMEN OF SMACKDOWN.

   NOT YOU RANDY, ANYONE BUT YOU.

   Secondly, who runs Smack Down??

   AJ STYLES IS THE FACE THAT RUNS THE PLACE!

AJ STYLES, AN INDY GOD THAT MADE HIS NAME DOING ALL THAT FLIPPITY SHIT AND DIVING STUFF RANDY CAN'T SEEM TO GET BEHIND.

   He makes fun of the money Indy wrestler's generate, selling tickets for $8 thus not nearly making what the WWE pulls in.

   But that's fucking okay because Indy shows don't partake in massive stadiums like the WWE does.

   More than that, Indy shows don't overcharge for a shitty three hour show that really, I might only tune it to watch ONE segment.

   Or Smack Down, you know what Randy's segments are for me? BATHROOM BREAK.

   If Bray's not on the screen with him, good bye Randall.

   I don't understand him dissing the Indy's + the money they make because sure, they might not make as much as the WWE, but take AJ Styles.

   AJ STYLES MADE MORE MONEY THAN RANDY THIS YEAR.  OTHER WELL KNOWN 'INDY' WRESTLERS LIKE ROLLINS AND AMBROSE ALSO MADE MORE MONEY THAN RANDY ORTON.

   They can't only do moves Randy could never even attempt because he's the company's bitch boy that signs million dollar contracts just to get abused by Brock and then be compensated with a title run no one cares for ... but they adapted to a "new" style he's been in for years.

   A company Randy's been in for what now, 10 years? More? And these people are already way over than he ever was/ will be.

   When has Randy Orton gotten the reception that someone like Styles + Nakamura received upon their debuts?

NEVER!

   Because he's never fully earned the audience's respect. You know where AJ came from the night before he debut at the RR, NEW JAPAN PRO WRESTLING.

   He made his name well known in the Indy's, and now he's running circles around Randall.

   I'm just using AJ as an example here btw.

   Here are some comments I found very, very interesting:

I can't help but to really side with Low-Ki here. Randy outside the WWE would never make it. With his tantrums and bad behavior, ha! Good luck boy!

   Not saying Randy isn't athletically gifted, but may I remind you that most of the time we go "HOLY SHIT" for the RKO, it's mostly on someone's selling + set up.

   EX: EVAN BOURNE AKA INDY DARLING AT THAT ONE RKO.
   EX: SETH ROLLINS, MANIA.

   Leave it up to Ricochet to be the classiest of them all:

"I just love wrestling, every type. Wish more people were this way. It's an amazing art that I've been blessed to make a living from."

   BLESS HIM. Now, Ricochet is pure at heart and you know he's probably the type of guy to give a resolution to soothe any drama up, but YOU KNOW THAT WHEN CM PUNK GETS INVOLVED, SHIT IS SERIOUS.

   Ricochet may be the voice of reason, but Punk's the voice of the voiceless. Here's his response to Ricochet:

I can't help but 100% agree with Punk here. I get it that Randy's just a fucking troll here, but why? Why is he being so vocal about his displeasure for the Indy's? Tf they ever do to him? Is he jealous?

   It all just reminds me of this quote Sasha Banks recently posted:

"When you are confident in your own talent and abilities you have no reason to tear down others."

   ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY.

    THE GREATEST rise above and focus solely on winners, not on tearing others down like Randy is clearly doing. There's a point where one crosses the line and stops being a troll, and Randy's more than crossed it with his continuous bad mouthing of it.

   I'm trying really hard not to hate Randy, but man, he's got such a shitty attitude that I sometimes forget about.

   This is the kind of stuff that ruins it for me.

   And he does the ruining all himself.

   Side note: I'll never be able to forgive Randy for this:

https://youtu.be/N-kxxFjiD6s

I get that it must be frustrating for people to "fuck up" but why make it a larger deal when people hadn't even really noticed ... no real wrestler would have done that. You mess up, get hurt, you keep going. You don't fucking snap at people that way, especially not my precious Kofi.

As the comments section in that video reminded me:

Owen Hart broke Stone Cold's neck and you never heard him complaining. Maybe backstage, but not in the ring.

John Cena's nose was broken, and he finished a match, no complaints.

Well, I'm off to sleep now. As always, do give me your input! (Sorry if there's a ton of typos, I didn't edit). 

P.S.

Almost forgot my favorite response: