okay so uhh
i haven't been on wattpad in like maybe over a year. but (: since my last update a lot has happened. for pinky and i.
i finally lost my v card 😌 not to pinky. he and i split up. i can't remember when but it's been a while. we decided it was for the best just because we grew apart and couldn't give each other the time and love and attention we both deserved because of the distance and school. we just couldn't manage it right and yeah. but i love him. with all of my heart. he was my first love and he'll always have a place in my heart. with a heavy heart, i let him go. i know if it was meant to be, we'd end up together again. but right now, our lives just don't line up and it's best for us to go our own separate ways. as much as i do love him. we're still friends and we talk (: things are pretty okay between us. even though he's a puto sometimes and i miss his presence sometimes. his kisses and all that gay stuff. i know he's always gonna be there for me as a friend, it's the greatest thing. things aren't complicated. we don't have to worry so much anymore because we aren't together. i have the most respect for him and love and i just wish him the absolute best <3
uhh i've also grown to love myself a lot. and my brother is having a kid and engaged. so much stuff has happened in my life. i'm happy. and pinkys happy. no hard feelings here uwu byebye