hi, it's been a hottt minute. i haven't died. nor has pinky. we're still living it up 😤
11.19.17 , the day that changed my life forever. the day troycona asked me to officially be his. no, i'm not at all exaggerating. i've never had a serious relationship before troy and it's been the best.
we have our petty moments but i wouldn't have it any other way. our bad moments and our good moments. i cannot believe i've gotten to spend them all with the guy i love more than anything.
okay now to the love of my life!!

ee hi handsome, i'd rather do it here than in an art book because those take forever and safechat is gay. HAPPY ONE YEAR AND 4 MONTHS
thank you for being such a big part of my life. for allowing me to be part of yours. for showing me love. i could never repay you for everything you have done for me. i love you for sososo many reasons.
i love you for your jealousy. how you get overprotective. you just want the best for me, always and it's so cute. big fat uwu for my baby. i love how you get happy when we get to talk. i love how happy i feel when i do get to talk to you. you've made me feel loved and protected, secure, cared for, valued, important, and so much more. i do everything i do for you, for me. for us. i never want to make you anything but proud. i am fulfilling my dreams and it's because of you. before i met you, i was sure i'd quit. that i'd give up. yet even when everyone gave up on me, even i gave up on me, you never left me. you never gave up on me. no matter how mean i was. now matter how many little times i fucked up and made you upset, you stuck by my side and i couldn't be more grateful. you've seen me at my worst and at my best, and that is a crazy thing. i have given you more than anyone else. i have shown you a part of me no one else has seen. you've shown me how to open up. as vulnerable as i felt, you've always been respectful of me. i've never had this and i would've nor couldn't imagine it with anyone else. i've never felt more comfortable around someone. you're truly the love of my life. as cheesy as it is, it's true ):
i wish i could truly put into words how much i love and feel about you but it's freaking indescribable. you literally just messaged about some crackhead lady sucking your dick i-
my job 😡
okay anyways. i never would've imagined when we first met that we would end up together. CELEBRATING FUCKING EJDNDN ONE YEAR AND 4 MONTHS TOGETHER
bye that's actually insane. we met when we were about 16/17? we're now going to be 20 fuckkk
OLD ASS 😤 but uh seriously
you've been my bestest friend since then. even then, you literally made me accepted. zack left me for you but it's okay because look at where we ended uppp
thank you for being my boyfriend this long. you're my biggest supporter, my love, my world, my air, my other half, my soulmate, my bestfriend, and so much more to me. you are my universe. i'm beyond grateful for you. i wouldn't be the person i am today without you. without you, there is no me. you are a big part of me. you're like the missing piece of a puzzle, but that puzzle is my life. you have completed me. losing you would be like losing a part of me. so thank you. for everything. for the big and little things. i love you forever. more than words would and could ever tell. my love for you is everlasting, undying, forever. we are forever. you are my forever, troycona. i wish you could understand that. i wish everyone could understand that. but no one would ever be able to comprehend that. our relationship is unlike any other. our love is unlike any other. a love no one, but us, would ever be able to have and experience. it is a beautiful thing. something i have learned and grew from. something i will forever and ever hold dearly to my heart. everyday, no matter how far part we are, i fall more and more in love with you. i genuinely can't imagine myself with any other being on this planet besides you. you and i. only you and i. you are my motivation. i promise to keep pushing myself to my best. i will forevermore be here for you, my love. on your worst days. on your best. when you have no one else it seems like, you have me. i'm not going anywhere. i'll cherish our memories forever. i'll cherish us for as long as you allow me to, for as long as you want me. i love you unconditionally. happy one year and 4 months troycona. i love you beyond words.