Haadi's POV.
My heart beat faster as I was getting close to the,way which was taking me closer to her.

"Excited?" I turn on the voice to see,Ali.

He was,smiling and I gave a nod with a,small smile.

"But I'm nervous more." I said and aunty Ali'mother hold my hand.

"Don't be son. Everything will be okay." Aunty said and I nodded.

Car turn to the street and then keep moving making my heart flip with nervousness and excitement. Car stopped and I look st my right side. The same place,the same house. Everything was the same. My heart jumped and I took a step out of the car. My eyes get watery looking at the close door. The time which I spend here with my mom and with my Ayesha start showing itself to me. The,last time when I entered this house in anger and then left with anger. I didn't knew that time what I was doing. I was just mad in anger and because if that anger I spend 12 years of my life far from my every relation. From my Ayesha.

Flashback.
I was so angry. My head was paining as hell but I was not feeling sleepy. I was feeling a pain rising in my heart. A pain of insult.

"Haadi please open the door." I heard her again knocking the door but I just keep fuming in anger and avoid her.

I heard her knocking again and again and then she left like everyone. I didn't open my door for anyone. Mom cane to call me but I didn't let her come in. I was just restless. I didn't knew what should I do. When I heard clapping voice, I got remember that it was her birthday. The birthday of my life. My Ayesh.

I open the door and run downstairs forgetting all the anger I was having. My eyes landed on her who was surrounded with a crowd of guests. All the relatives and friends were around her wishing and she was cutting the cake with a fake smile. I could recognized it. Her eyes were wet and she was looking around I know to find me. I smiled to see my Ayesha. I took a step to go to her when someone stopped me.

"Where are you going??" Ikram was standing right in front of me while his hand was on my chest stopping to go to her.

"And who are you to ask me that where I'm going?! Move " I said and pushed his hand back and he laughed.

"Really! So eager to go to her but let me tell you something. Today my mom is going to fix our engagement." He blast a bomb on my head and my eyes went to see her who was smiling and Ikram's mother of aw hugging her and kissing her face.

"Don't dream about what is not yours. Poor fellow." He said and left leaving me shock.

I look at her whose eyes fell on me and her smile faded. I rushed out if the house totally broken. How can I be so stupid? Why will she choose me?? How can I even think like this??

I was thinking and walking out if the house when someone hold my arm. I turn and saw her standing.

"Haadi where are you going??" She said and I freed my arm.

"Go yo your Ikraam. What are you doing here? He has everything for you. He's rich,handsome." I said angrily.

My anger was out if control. I was feeling so insulted. My blood was boiling.

"Haadi what are you saying? Why I would be with Ikram?" Her voice was completely in show k but i was not condition to listen.

"Don't act too much. By the way congratulations. I heard you are getting engage with Ikram. Congratulations." I said sarcastically.

I just wanted to throw all the anger I was having in my heart. My heart was burning.

"Haadi who told you that I'm getting engage?" She said and I smiled  sarcastically.

Yeah right she must he hiding now.

"Don't Ayesha. Don't lie. Why you played with me. I know I'm not the one and I can't be the one you love. Just go to your Ikram who has wealth and looks for you. What I have to give you and why would you love me when you have that Ikra....." My words lost as I received a slap on my cheek from her making me come back to my senses.

"Enough." She yelled and I saw her crying.

Her tears were streaming down on her cheeks and I was standing like a idiot looking at her.

"How dare you! How dare you Haadi to say all this. How dare you to judge my love. How dare you to think all this." She said and cried more.

"You think only looks and wealth is everything." She said and took a step closer.

"You.." She grabbed my collar in her both hands.

"You think you don't have anything for me to love you. You don't know what you have what you are. What you are for me. You can never understand what I feels for you..you love me from our childhood but my love is more crazy than yours. For me you are my wealth. And if this is not enough for you then listen you are my life. My every moment,NY morning,my night everything is you. I'm you. And without you I'm nothing." She was saying and I was listening her.

My all anger was gone. Her tears were rolling down on her cheeks and I was just lost in her words. She leaved NY collar and took two steps back.

"Ikram huh! My ikram.? Is that you were saying? Hell with him and hell with you. You don't care about me. You think I'm playing with you. Haadi us this all a joke." She asked making ne ashamed.

"Ayesh..." I tried to say but she took two more steps back.

"Don't..don't talk to me. If you are in so much desperation of wealth and all..of richness and wealth matters a lot to you then go and become the richest man of the world. I won't stop you. Go and find a world of money." She said and rushed in and didn't turn.

I fall on the ground and hold my head. What I did?? I bike her heart. I made her cry. Why I said all this? Why I get blinded in anger. What happened to me.

I run inside to see her to talk to her. I wanted to apologize to her. I hurt her I know but I wanted to say sorry. The party was still on but Ayesha was not there. I walked to her room and I stopped on the voices.

"Ayesha beta what's wrong in this proposal?? Ikram is good boy and his family..." This was Ayesha's mother.

"Mama its no. I'm not going to marry with anyone but.." She stopped and I hold my heart to hear her next words.

"But I will study. There is no place for marriage in life." She said and I slowly walked to my portion.

I was cursing myself for hurting her. I made her cry I was hating myself for that. I was roaming here and there restless. I know she was angry and now never going to talk to me.

But I can't sit here like this. I thought and nodded. I waited for the party to end. As the clock shows the 11 of the night I slowly walked down. I saw no one was there. I slowly Walked to Ayesha's room. I look around and slowly knock the door.

The door open and she came in front of me. Her eyes widened as she saw me. I step in and close the door behind me.

"What the hell you are doing here?" She said trying to control her yell.

"Ayesh I'm..I'm sorry.I was.." I tried to say but she cut me off.

"Sorry? Don't Haadi. I'm not in a mood of listening. Just leave." She said and turn to other side.

"But listen. I know I did a mistake. I hurt you. I made you cry but please try to understand me. I'm.sorry for everything but whenever that ikram comes in front if me. I feel bad. I feel bad when he shows that he's rich and all. He can take you far from me with his wealth and.." I was saying but she cut me.

"And..? And Haadi? How can you think like that? Mean some boy with a lot if money can win me but not your love. You don't believe on me and not on your love." She said and I saw tears flowing down on her face.

"Please Ayesha try to understand me." I said and she nodded.

"Okay I understand you. You want to come out of this life. You want to become like them. Then go. Go from here and earn that much money which can make you rich from them. Then maybe you can believe me and my love. And one more thing Mr Haadi Kamal." She said and took two steps closer to hold my shirt.

"Ayesha loves only one person. She can die for him but never will betray him. Ayesha was,Ayesha is and will be of yours." She said turn to run.

She hide herself in the washroom.and I was standing there motionless. What I did. I don't know where all this is going. I walked defeated out of her room. All her words were ringing in my ear making me feel bad. I didn't doubt her. I was just furious and that's what make all thing wrong. I hurt her badly and now she's not going to forgive me.

I thought and just keep thinking about her all the night. The night passed with her thoughts and how yo make her smile..I did my breakfast absentmindedly and just keep thinking about a solution.

"Haadi my friend." I startled on the voice to see my friend Ali was coming.

"I'm so happy for you." Imhe said and hugged me.

"What happened?" I asked and he pulled me in my room and lock the door.

"You remember you applied for scholarship?" He asked and I nodded.

"You got it brother. You are going to England. Your dream, your scholarship is yours now." He said excitedly.

I was shocked. What my life was doing to me. It was my dream to ho abroad for higher education and when I passed my intermediate exam with highest marks,I applied for scholarship but I was not sure to get and now it happened but I was not happy. Because now it was difficult for me to stay far from my Ayesha.

"But I don't.." I was saying but stopped.

Ikram's words and then get words rang in my ear making me go on a decision. I nodded on the coming thought and look at Ali.

"Listen to me Ali." I said and he become serious.

End of flashback.
"Haadi come on. Step in." I started on the voice and step toward the door.

My breath stuck as I put my hand on the door to knock it. My eyes filled with water and I took a deep breath before knocking. And here it how's. I knocked. Knocked on the four where my life was hiding.

Ayesha's POV.
I look at the women seated in front of me. I was feeling so bad. Their eyes were on me all the time. I turn to see the face which was showing me his all teeth making me angrier more.

Mama and Taayi g were busy in talking to Zohaib's mother and sisters while I was just fuming. The gifts placed in front of me were like thorns.

"Excuse me!" I said and walked to the kitchen.

I filled a glass of water fully iced and drank it to calm my nerve.

"Slowly doc. Don't you know so cold water is injuries for throat." The irritating voice and I turn.

"Why are you doing this??*" I burst out as I turn to him fully.

"What I'm doing??" He asked innocently.

"This engagement and all. I told you that I'm not interested in you. I don't want to marry you." I said and walked to the chair to sit on it.

"I know but I want to marry you. Do try to understand Ayesha and please marry me." He said innocently and kneel down in front of me.

"I don't want yo understand you. Why can't you understand that I'm only..." I was saying but he put his finger on my lips.

"I know what you want to say but now I want you to move on. He's not going to come back." He said and removed his finger.

My eyes filled with water and the pain just shackled my heart. I was getting difficult for me to breath.

"Breath Ayesha. Breath." His voice shakes me and I look down at him.

"Move on Ayesha. He's not going to come. You have to live." He said and I smiled weakly with tears

"Live? Without him.? The thought if going far from him can stop my breath and you are saying to move on.  There us no life for me without him. He lives here Zohaib. And its not easy to change the heart." I said as the tears also roll down on my cheeks.

"But Ayesha you.." He was stopped as we heard a knock on the door.

He sighed and we both got up. Again a knock and then again a knock. Whoever it was was so impatient. We both look at each other and walk out of the kitchen. I saw Taayi g going to open the four. Suddenly my heart beat fasten and I hold the side tightly with sudden feeling rising in me. Again a knock and my foot also start moving to the door while tears they just filled my eyes.

And door open and my foot stuck to the ground. The face appeared in front of me and I faltered a little but hold myself. His eyes met mine and my tears start streaming down my face.

"Haadi." A whisper came out of my mouth.

Flashback.
12 years ago.

All the day passed but I didn't see him. I was angry with him. I know but still without seeing him my day was difficult to pass. When I came back from my school I look around to find him but today he was not seated on the stairs where he used to. My eyes get wet.

How mean and rude he was. I was angry but still during to see him and he doesn't care for me. He didn't cane again to see me to talk to me.

Days passed and I find him hardly in home. I waited for him to talk to me but he was busy in something else. I was waiting for him and he was not caring about this.

Two weeks passed ad we didn't talk. I was crying all theses days. How can he forget me like this. My anger doesn't matter to him. My tears,my hurt nothing was making him realize his mistake. He was hurting me more with his ignorance.

I got up as the clock rang. I turn and turn off the ringing clock. I hot up from my bed totally exhausted. My head was paining because of crying continuously. I took two steps but then stopped. Something my eyes caught. I turn immediately to the side table of my bed where I just out the clock.  A letter with pink rose was placed. Immediately I grabbed that letter and open it o read it.

My love Ayesh,

I'm sorry for every hurt. For every tear. I'm sorry for making you cry. And I'm sorry for shouting on you. I never doubted on your love but sometimes I doubted on myself that can I give you all happiness? Can I be this able to make you proud on me. You know I'm no one. I'm zero. I have nothing. But just love. Not looks,no wealth,no status nothing but only love for you.

But for the world where you  will live proudly with me I have to become something. Someone that world recognize. I'm sorry for hurting you again. I'm sortvfor making you cry again but I gave no other choice. I'm going Ayesha.I'm going but I will come back. When I don't know but please wait for me.

You truly said I have to earn.  But Not only money but respect and honour. One day I'll be recognized in the world. And I'll come back then to take you with me in our pink world. Our pink world of love. Till then Allah Hafiz.

With all love
Only yours
Haadi.

I was fallen on the ground. The letter was fallen away from my hand and I hide my face in my hands to cry. Cry out all the tears I was having. I look up and run out if my room to his portion.

"Haadi." I called him when I entered.

But my foot stuck when I saw Taayi g on the floor with tears and she was also holding a letter. I run to her and sat in front of her.

"Taayi g Ha....Haadi." I asked and she turn to see me.

"Gone. He's gone Ayesha." Taayi g said and cried while my own tears were out of control flowing down on my cheeks.

"Haadi." I whispered his name as I hugged Taayi g and closed my eyes.

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