July 21,2021
Before the fight with Taehyung
Jungkook age 22

Tomrrow was going to be the day.

My nerves caused me to hardly pay attention at work but that was fine, I would get to see Taehyung and then, I could prove to him how much I love him.

But instead of goin home, the company decided that it would be a good idea to go out for drinks but all I could think about was the time.'It's already 22:35, Taehyung is probably waiting for me at home.' I thought bitterly before taking another swing of my scotch.

I needed to escape somehow, to see my beloved Taehyung. "Here, have another." My boss said, holding up the bottle of Sansachu as I shook my head.

"Ah, no, I should really be heading home." I said, starting to stand.

"Nonsense! Have one more drink!" My boss said, practically begging with his drunk ass. This caused me to let out a soft sigh as I sat back down, earning a small triumphant chuckle from my boss as my co-worker, Byung-joon poured me another cup.

As I proceeded to drink my last cup, the conversation of the owners gradually became less and less interesting, talking about retirement and stocks. After a while, my head felt as if it was full and the room spun despite me being seated.

"I-I should really go, I have to finish packing for a trip." I hadn't meant to stutter but I was finding it difficult to even see clearly as I stood up, staggering heavily.

"Ah, he doesn't look too good. Don't worry, I'll take him home." I couldn't tell who's voice it was but I was very glad they were willing to take me home in my current state.
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I felt the soft bed underneath me, my body melting into its comfortable embrace. My mind was fuzzy as to how I had got there and my body was heating up."What was in that drink?" I asked, realization dawning on me.

Byung-joon had spiked my drink with aphrodisiac.

He didn't reply as he slid my cloths off, the heat inside my body increasing with every touch. Soon after, he discarded his own cloths, revealing a body only an office worker would have. Byung-joon silently leaned down and kissed my lips, my breath becoming ridged as the heat started to become too much for me as I grabbing his forearms and flipped him so that I was on top as I licked my lips.

All reason had slipped through my mind and I no longer had the thought of Taehyung in my head or what I had planned for us. It was all gone, the aphrodisiac causing my sexual instincts to awaken in a surge.

I leaned down and fiercely bit his neck, something I usually only did to Taehyung. My lips trailed further down, past his bare chest and to his abdomen where I looked up at him, wondering if I could continue.

"You always have this defense around you that says you're too good for everyone but here you are, like a wild animal, afraid of himself." Byung-join said, letting out a stiff chuckle before leaning down and kissing my lips once more.

He was right. As if I was slapped back into reality, I sat up straight and covered my mouth."Fuck, I didn't mean to go this far." I said, eyes wide. 'What the hell am I doing? I love Taehyung, why am I acting up after only having aphrodisiac? Taehyung would be dissapointed if he found out I'm so weak to hormones.' I thought bitterly.

"What's wrong?" He asked, sitting up aswell and looking into my eyes.

"This is a mistake, I have a boyfriend, and it's serious." I said, turning away as I was about to leave before he grabbed me forcefully and kissed me roughly.

I heard the faint sound of the main door to the apartment open and my eyes widened, realizing it was Taehyung. Pushing on Byung-joins chest, I tried to push him away but despite his weak silhouette, his strength was too much against my sexually weakened body.

"I bought a new swimsuit just for our trip, what do you think?......" Taehyung asked, opening the bedroom door before freezing, trying to comprehend the situation in front of him.

With all my might, I pushed Byung-join off of me and he let out a yell as his head collided with the headboard of the bed frame."What the hell?!" He shouted, looking over at Taehyung, my boyfriend only standing there, petrified.

Byung-join smirked at him as he gathered his cloths."Your boyfriend's body is nice. When you're done with him, why not lend him to me?" He joked, letting out a laugh as he left the room, fully well knowing that what he had done would destroy Taehyung and my relationship.

He's fucking twisted if he gets off on the destruction of other people's love life.

"Taehyung, please, let me explain." Taehyung seemed to melt from his restraints holding him back because he threw the bag with his new swimsuit in it at my face.

"What the hell?!" Taehyung screamed, starting to cry."I thought you were better than this! After all these years, I thought you had changed! Have you been sleeping with other people behind my back?!" He cried, tears streaming now as he looked around frantically for other things to throw at my ugly mug.

'I thought I was better than this too' I thought bitterly, starting to cry myself."I hadn't mean to....." was all I was able to whisper out, my response sounding like a weak excuse. Taehyung went into a frenzy, yelling at me about how he regretted loving me for so long if I really was just playing with him.

'I regret ever going to the party'

"I was drugged, okay?! It's not like we even had sex! I was unable to control myself because he drugged me!" I cried, standing up and walking towards Taehyung whom took a step back, looking so hurt and broken that I too felt broken.
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After the fight (Chapter 6)

The cool summer air started to clear my foggy mind as I sniffled, roaming the streets. It was late now so the few people around suspected I was a weepy drunk when I was truly just heart broken. The imagine of Taehyung's painfilled eyes that spilled tears made my stomach churn and my heart squeeze painfully in my chest.

"Where do I go from here?....." I mumbled, trying to think. My company was now compromised and I didn't really have friends, I always took Taehyung out on our days off or during our free time.

Biting my lip, I reached into my pocket for my phone but my hand collided against the object that made me start to cry again. I started to sob, stopping where I was to just cry and a couple passed by, giving me a look mixed with worry and disgust as if to say 'take your personal problems home, not out on the street'.

But what home could I go to now?

I pulled out the small object from my pocket, a small black box that had felt like material covering it. After whipping away my tears and snot with the back of my hand, I opened the box to reveal the beautiful engagement ring I had picked out for Taehyung.

We were suppose to go on a trip together to Jeju Island for our 5 year anniversary tomorrow and I had planned to take him out to a fancy dinner. After dinner without any hint of what I was planning, it would kill Taehyungs suspicion that I was planning on proposing. But then, when we would walk on the beach at sunset, I would stop him and pick up a sea shell, only to get down on one knee and propose to him, the ring in hand.

But now that wasn't going to happen.

And it may never happen.

I eventually pulled out my phone, staring at the closed box, the ring inside worth over 6,500,000 won (about $5,475). My finger dialed the only other phone number I had in my phone except Taehyung's and all of my coworkers.

"Hey, I know it's been a really long time but..... would it be okay if I crashed at your place for a while? Something bad really happened." I said, not meaning for my voice to crack but I was crying so what did it matter.

It was quiet on the other side, indicating that he was hesitating."Okay, sure, of course. I just hope that it wasn't Taehyung that got hurt, or else you're dead meat." He replied, my crying probably indicating just how serious the situation was, especially if he was allowing me to stay with him.

"I promise it was just a misunderstanding......" I mumbled back."Good, I'll text you my apartment number and you can stay as long as you'd like, as long as you do some of the chores and pay rent."

After everything I had done to him, I have never been so amazed at his forgiveness and kindness.

"Thanks, Jimin."