i only published the last chapter on a cliffhanger because it was 666 words lol. my mom confiscated my phone so i'm currently on her shït computer and she's yelling at me so i'll probably get back on this chapter in a few hours.

so its 11:00 pm and i haven't slept in like two days so i'm ridiculously tired. btw badlands is on right now so expect an okay and incredibly short chapter.
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i leaned in slowly, hesitating when michael's breath hitched. "is this okay?" i whispered to the slightness of his breath. "yeah." i melted into his lips and felt the warmth of his small hands wrapping themselves behind my neck, pulling me into him. i parted my lips from his only to have michael press his back to mine as if i was his addiction, and he needed so much more.

"michael," i panted against his pale skin, our foreheads pressed against each other. "yeah, lukey?" i kissed his nose, "i really like you." he smiled up at me, twirling the hairs at the back of my neck. "well i really like you too, lukey." i grinned. "we should probably get you home, okay?" michael nodded as i retreated to the driver's seat. "hey, luke?" michael whispered. (JET BLACK HEART CAME ON HOW WHAT BRB CRYING) "yeah, michael? is something wrong?" he shook his head. "i just... what are we?" i gulped, not knowing how michael wanted me to respond. "i, um, i don't really know. what do you want us to be?" michael sighed lightly, "i'm not really sure yet." i nodded. "well i guess i should probably take you on a date then." i briefly looked over at michael to see him smiling at me. "sounds good, lukey."

a few minutes later i pulled into michael's driveway, "i'll talk to you later, luke. see you tomorrow." he leaned over slowly after he unbuckled his seatbelt and kissed me lightly, tracing his fingertips over my jawline. "bye, luke." he opened his door and stepped out, leaving me quite flustered at his sudden confidence. "bye, michael." was all i could whisper to the pink haired boy and he smiled as he walked into his house.

as i touched the place he had touched me, i thought i knew for sure what michael meant when he said he was dangerous, because, god, i never felt anything as electrifying as michael's touch.

so I'm annoying we have learned that. I don't think I will be able to update as much anymore because I'm starting school in a week and last year was ridiculously hard on me (I failed math 6 times in 1 year how is that even possible) and I'd been in the hospital and in trouble and relationships have been hard for me to keep lately so I know school is going to be a challenge and I'd like to be able to focus on it more. Also I'm actually working on anther book that I'll publish when it's finished so I'll be able to update regularly. Sorry for this rant and if you have any struggles or just want to talk to someone, you can talk to me any time you want. okay bye cuties.

xx- L