Dis is how it looks like if i Rp with me and myself...weird right? Comment
#weird&proud ...you'll see why..

No one's P.O.V

Nightmare kicked cross out, because he was too annoying, wait scratch that,(okay.. bęçąųşę hę wąş ţøø annoyinğ) Cross was very very annoying as hell, like Cross annoyed Nightmare by calling him senpai everyday, anywhere, everywhere, anytime and mostly all the time. So Nightmare decided to kick him out and leave him, but before he did, he tortured Cross brutally, he stopped Torturing Cross when he is at 1 HP (health points or whatever you UT Fans call it), he threw cross into X-tale without mercy, nightmare smiled, proud of himself, Cross literally wanted to be dead by now, but the voices at the back of his mind say no, Chara was also tortured, since they feel the same as each other, when one is in brutal pain, one will have little pain, but the other one. The brutal pained one. Will dust....?

Cross's P.O.V

Nightmare kicked me out, he tortured me, he never loved me...back..he hates me, i mean nothing to him, I'm nothing to him, I'm useless to him, I'm a burden to him, he never wanted me here, he never meant those words...right..? He thinks I'm dumb to fall in love with him, he thinks love is violence, he thinks love is pathethic.. he thinks love is nothing...
I am love..but what am I to him? I should move on, i should move on like other ♡broken-hearted♡ People feel, they get over the person they fell in love with, the person they fell in love with never fell in love with them too. All they did was friend zone, or abuse them. Or just use them...
Nightmare would'tn use me right.....? But now, i feel so guilty, sins crawling over me, all the times I annoyed him. Brought so much pain, would he still love me..? This way?

Of course he won't, that would just make it worse, if i give him a chance, he would just go back to hurting me all the time, times when he pu she's me for calling him this, that and everything, i guess was annoying to him. But I won't anymore, he wont see me live, he would see me die, he would see me suffer, but he will never know i tried. He just needs me dead. But that's what I'm doing, dying. Dying to the brink of death. Then...

I'm gone..

I heard footsteps behind me, i didtn care who it was, all I care is that its going to kill me. "Cross? Oh my god! what happend to you?!" Ink asked panicking, "I'm fine, i should'nt live anyways" I admitted, i feel ink hug me, he teleported us to his house in inktale, he set me down on the couch softly and carefully, trying not to kill me or something, but he should've set me down on the floor, I'm literally bleeding on the couch. Ink came back nad healed the wounds, there was silence and panic from ink, when he was down, he cleaned the couch. He offered some food so I won't starve. "Who did this to you?" Ink asked, i faced him, he had a worried expression on his face.. "I don't know" I lied "don't lie to me" ink said as his pupils where pitch black, "nightmare, tortured me and kicked me out" I admitted, Ink gasped, he hugged me. "I'm sorry!" He apologized, i quickly forgave and tell him it was okay. So the day went on, Ink told me that i will be living with him until I got over nightmare already...

I will just forgive and forget...

Forget about nightmare...

**** le Time skippe to 5 FUCKING YEARS !!!!! ****

I was in my room chillin, Ink went out to find that Glitch .Error. Ink met him 2 years ago, but normally calls him glitch for some reason, I don't really suggest the name 'Glitch' because I ship them so hard, I'm an errink shipper booiiiiiiiiii. Ink had a crush on him, but I don't know when will he admit his feeling s to him, because I secretly made a shipping story of both of them in my personal diary, yes I have a diary, like I have a total of 10 diaries. Why 10 diaries? Oh well it started out simple, i make 1 diary for my personal secrets and stuff, and the second for that year is my personal ship story, i made that ship by edge x blueberry, i ship them hard too yes. In the second year, i wrote another personal secrets and stuff there again and another one for a ship, i shipped 'afterdeath' its actually Geno x Reaper, i shipped them the most, and I loved the ship, i made a whole 299 chapters of that ship, but I'm still working on it! Don't judge me.
The third year, i made another personal secret diary, and another ship. I shipped is my most personal favorite! Errink! I made a whole 318 chapters! But most likely all of the diaries I own are mostly kind of like, 400 or 500 pages in total, but all of them is just the average size of a school book, you can read them tho, plus I have a small handwriting, so It might make a lot of space for me to write ya'know?
The 4th year i wrote on another personal secret diary again, and I another ship book, i kind of shipped something unexpected tho, i met them both when Ink was on his way to the Undertale skelebrps and encountered, well y'know mettaton, he invited me over, so I could'nt help but ship them, its a hard story to work on honestly, i could'nt keep up because of like well, i tried make 200+ chapters but I'm still working on it.
This year, he this 5th year, i started having nightmares, so wrote in my personal diary, i didtn write a new ship story, because 'I dont know who else to ship'

I sighed. I took my guitar from my closet, well yes, i have a guitar, i wanted one, cause i dont just use diary's to keep all my secrets, i also give hints through songs and music also. That's kind of dumb but emotional right?

I literally stay up all night watching guitar tutorials, because I was just avoiding nightmares. But why does these fading memories keep coming back, dream helped me once but failed, he investigated. So he talked to his brother. I don't know his name but dream told him to stop my nightmares. (Who wants to kick nightmare's a$$? Cause Cross literally dosent even REMEMBER AND KNOW HIM!! dats why i made a hate nightmare club on my ~little things~ story)I literally have no idea who is dream's brother is, but it's not like I have a care for it. Dream even asked me if I know him, of course not! I don't even remember him! I dont even know if their just pranking or just joking, but they said it was real. So ink decided to make a sleepover party with dream, me, his brother, ink's boyfriend okay just joking its error, and Ink. Blue and Fell were unable to come yet because they were on a date, i added that to my story, i fangirled almost every time I write 'date' its so funny though, it also gives me a weird flattery feeling inside, i think it was called butterflies?
I loved the fluttery feeling tho, its satisfying. But when times I make th e story sad, the butterflies burst into action and gave me butterflies, i cult my stomach and groan, cuz it kind of not only gives me butterflies in my stomach, i can also feel it in my chest and my hands, the hands tho, they feel tingly, it makes me want to scratch them for a bit. Even when I sing a song related to the ship, i get butterflies, and the word butterflies just gave me a song "🎵🎵🎶🎶you can be the peanut butter to my jelly, you can be the 'butterflies' I feel in my belly, you can be the captain I can be your first mate, you can be the chills I feel on our first date🎵🎵🎶🎶" I sang, i took my guitar. I started singing

Song: I would'nt mind
Nightcore version
Cover: Cross (the cute smol cinammon roll)

Beginning

Merrily we fall out of line, out of line
I'd fall anywhere, I'm by your side..

Swinging in the rain, humming melodies
We're not going anywhere until we freeze..

Pre-Chorus

I'm not afraid
Anymore
I'm not afraid

Chorus
(*Ink, dream and nightmare heard cross singing, goes up to his room and opens the door*)
Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending
It by your side

Verse 1

Carefully we'll place for our destiny
You came and
You took this heart and set it free

Every word you write or sing
Is so warm to me, so warm to me
I'm torn, I'm torn to be right
Where you are

Pre-Chorus

I'm not afraid,
Anymore
I'm not afraid

Repeat Chorus

Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending
It by your side

Refrain

Tell me everyday, i get to wake up to
See that smile
I wouldn't mind at all
I wouldn't mind at all

You so know me
Pinch me gently
I can't hardly

Breathe

chorus

Forever is a long, long time
But I wouldn't mind spending
It by your side

Repeat refrain

Tell me everyday, i get to wake up to
See that smile
I wouldn't mind it all
I wouldn't mind it all--

Song end

I squeaked as I heard clapping and cheers, i see dream, Ink, error and dream's brother smiling, cheering and clapping, plus bonus fact, Ink is holding a camera, "WHO GAVE YOU GUYS PERMISSION TO ENTER MY ROOM!? and secretly recording me singing" I added the last part for a tease, Ink quickly hid the camera behind him, i sent him a glare, he shrugged, "oh, hi dream, hi error and....um who's that?" I asked, who's the goopy skeleton? I feel like I knew him somewhere. "Its your senpai, don't you remember?" Chara said as I tilt my head in confusion. "Ummm... I'm nightmare don't you remember?" He asked as I shook my head signing a 'No' he seems like he's shock, but isn't the electricity for the house I on? Oh wait, it's more like a pawsibility for me to change into a cat, cause i wanna try. But I'm actually...like y'know, just star in off to my mind, like I've seen someone's hand waving at me. "Cross are you okay?" Asked ink who has a very worried look. I nodded in response, his breathing slowed. "Let's not make this awkward" error remarked as we all nodded in agreement. I mean who is 'Nightmare' his look, his voice, his name sounds so familiar. But why can't i remember?

Let's make it possible to make this as a cliffhanger okay?

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Whoop. Kill me. I will update this part two tomorrow. I need to update ~little things~

Word count: 1900 words

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