Sometimes we feel like somethings could suffocate us, such as Butch with his addiction to smoking. He would change it if he could, but sometimes it can be too much for him and he needs to let the cigarette touch his lips and feel the smoke in his lungs.

But he can't control it, he became rather depended on them. But he knows the reasons why he shouldn't smoke, since he has to hear them everyday from his brothers, but he wishes they knew why he does it so maybe they get off his back.

Yet he would never tell his brothers that.

Butch stood up, running a hand through his hair then he sighed as he looked around his room. He walked towards the closet and grabbed a pair of black basketball shorts and a ripped up tank top, green to be exact, then he slipped on a pair of black slides. He made his way downstairs and grabbed him a bottle of water then his pack of cigarettes then his lighter then he walked back outside.

He sat down on the white chairs then he put his feet up on the table then he light one, and brought it to his lips. He took some smoke in and then blow some out, making some shapes out of it. He sighed as he closed his eyes then he blew some more, feeling the stress wash off his body.

He leaned back in the chair after finishing his smoke then he sighed. Feeling relief, and sometimes he would always want to feel like that. He wants to know how do other people feel relief so easily? How can they not get stressed so fast, or getting depended on other things, he wished he knew.

"Butch?" He heard his brother, Brick, asked as he opened his eyes and saw Brick staring straight at the packet of cigarettes and he sighed as he stood up and slipped in the packet in his back pocket.

"Yeah?" The black haired boy asked as he sat back down snow Brick crossing his arms over his chest.

"You woke up early," Brick said as Butch nodded and grabbed his water and took some of it to drink. "Just to smoke!" He exclaimed as Butch sighed and rolled his green eyes as he put his water down then looked back towards his older brother.

"I was also enjoying some sun." Butch said as Brick scoffed and rolled his red eyes.

"Those," Brick said as he pointed towards the cigarette butt on the table. "Could kill you." Brick said as Butch rolled his eyes as he sighed and raised his eyebrow towards his brother as he shrugged his shoulder.

"I'm going back to bed." Butch said as he stood up as he walked back inside, ignoring the looks he was getting from his brother and friends and walked back in his bedroom and shut the door and laid down on the bed and turned on his radio and the music blared from it as he fell asleep.

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Buttercup was sitting at the beach with the others, as they was talking and she was talking to Bubbles, which they was talking about when they wanted to go to college, which Buttercup is waiting for some news back to the schools she wanted to go to.

Her dream was becoming a huge soccer player, someone you could look up too, like Messi, he was the player of players, he was like Michael Jordan but in soccer form, in her opinion. She wanted to be like him, get big as him where people could look up at you.

She stretched out and saw some people playing volleyball, she stood up and walked over and asked if she could join and they took her, since she had a good body and you could see some of her muscles. So she ended up playing volleyball for the rest of the day.

Making some new friends.

"You play good," One of the males said as Buttercup rolled her eyes and looked over at him.

"Of course I do," She said as he chuckled at her remark and she hit the ball giving them another point. "I'm the sports queen." She said as he raised his eyebrow and bowed towards her as she laughed and rolled her eyes at him.

She finally walked back home, but wearing one of the boys shirts scene it was getting cold. SHe waved and ran back towards the beach house and walked inside, and she saw the others was eating as she waved and walked back upstairs.

A hand ran through her hair and she sighed as she opened her door and walked towards her bed and fell face first and heard Butch's music and smelled smoke as she rolled her eyes and flipped over on her backside. She sighed and sang along softly, scene it was Castaway But 5 Seconds of Summer, and she did enjoy the beat of the song.

"Heartbreak that I can't escape, sinking ship I'll never save, I'm lonely like a castaway." She sang as she nodded her head along with the beat and she heard Butch's voice ringing through her ears.

She stopped singing and heard him singing, and listening him getting into the song and maybe playing air drums since he was a drummer and a guitar player. She felt a smile come across her face as she heard singing more.

Butch finally stopped singing and he stood up and made his way towards the bathroom and turned on the shower and got inside, he stripped down and heard his music playing, which is now Train, and he sang along as he washed his hair. He washed his body then he just stood under the water.

He would never say he wa sad, more like confused. He would feel happiness, and was able to laugh and smile without forcing it, he was just stressed. But most people would disagree, since they would think he;s depressed by the way he was acting, but he would tell you that he could feel every emotion he was just stressed.

He finally turned off the water and he walked out, wrapping a towel around his waist and walked out and grabbed him some boxers and some shorts as he slipped them on and he sighed as he looked in the mirror, seeing his hair was matted against his forehead.

Then he heard the door opened, he turned and saw Buttercup was leaning against the door frame and he raised his eyebrow towards her, seeing a shirt that wasn't her's on her.

"What are you doing in here?" Butch asked as he grabbed his comb and began to brush his hair.

"Just listening to the music," SHe replied as Butch rolled his eyes and shrugged his shoulders as the song changed to Melanie Martinez and he nodded along not caring if she was staring at him strangely.

"Don't hate cause she's queen," Butch said as she scoffed and Butch flickered her off before walking back to his bed. "Go away I'm trying to look up game scores." Butch said as Buttercup rolled her eyes before flipping him off and walking back to her room, ignoring the calls of Butch for her to come back.

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What we thinks??? Sorries for being lates, I was just hanging out with friends last night and was really tired from school so I was like 'let me update tomorrow, they won't mind' kinda moodxD, so your thoughts??? Butch??? Buttercup???? 

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