I figured out the lies about my love. Never being there for me, I was just a toy to him, to them actually.

You can cross love off of my emotion list, it's not coming back to me anytime soon.

I have ran out of tears to shed, and now I won't even bother with it. It's pointless to shed tears to something you know will never come back to you.....

"I'm sorry, my feelings don't matter, I forgot. I shouldn't care about my feelings when others have them, I have a wedding to plan." I said standing up and grabbing a clipboard and walking out.