Yeah so I was pretty happy with how my day went today

Like honestly I chilled because everyone's testing and I already tested.

and then we left school because of early release day.

And I went to the beach w senpai and my friend. And after that we went shopping.

So here's the problem.

I love going shopping, even if I buy nothing at all. But, I don't like shopping with other people because they get confused.

And today I was feeling a lil wonky and like I was in the male section w jacob and my friend and her boyfriend and then I was like

"oh yeah I'd totally wear that"

and pointed like to some t shirt, which was clearly very masculine.

and no one said shit after that for like 30 seconds straight. Like it sounds short but 30 seconds of silence from really talkative people is un-fucking-comfortable.

so the first one to speak {after I accidentally opened the closet and exposed myself (imagine le me in dark closet hissing at you) } is my friend.

she goes "but that's a boy shirt"

yeah. that's right. I'm supposed to be a girl that wears feminine clothes. I covered that shít up real quick though.

in the general area that I pointed in was a guy Harvey t shirt and I wear those a lot. so I was like "Nooooo, that one"

so dodged a bullet there.

And I am also confused on what I am. I just identify as gender fluid and let people just use whatever pronouns because like I don't really feel like a boy or girl.

I feel like a weird fucking hybrid and it's awkward.

Some freaky Friday shit man.

so that's my awk rant thing.

pray for akaashi's booty
xxluca