Quick updated note for those who read physical when there were oneshots/imagines. If you want to read them again, they're moved to another book under Five X Reader Imagines. You can find it easily.

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(y/n) - your name

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It was a quiet and peaceful night as faint sounds of cars and people drifted from the busy streets and through the park, a strange elevator opening as a group of people stumble out in confusion but relief. They walked out quietly in an open area, a strange place with a single monument in the middle of a 6-pointed star path. Crickets sang as the lamp shades glowed a soft glow against the night sky of the seemingly abandoned monumental area covered in vines and stone hedges.

Five whips his head around, searching for a person specifically while he ignores his family. His heart raced, his fingers tingling from the feeling of just being able to feel her hands in his before he had blacked out. Fear gripped him when he couldn't see her, running his fingers through his hair as he desperately searched around for her.

"Luther?" Viktor mumbles out as the elevator rings again, his brother walking out alive and well. Only difference was... he was a normal human again. "Luther!" the small male exclaims in happiness as he jumps into his brother's arms, the bigger one picking him up and hugging him tightly.

"Oh shit! You can see me!?"

"Yes!"

"I'm alive! I'm alive!" Luther puts Viktor down, mesmerised at how fit he was in his human form until Five slams him against the elevator doors.

"Where is (y/n)!?" he yells out and his siblings look at him with worry. "Where is she!?"

"Five I-"

"-you came back from the dead but where is she!? Luther where is she!?" he screams out, his hands shaking as he gripped Luther's shirt and his mind goes back to the final words his older self told him. "She can't be gone... She can't be gone! She has to be here! She was just with us! I held her hand!"

"Five I don't know where she is-" Luther holds Five's hands to get him to let him go as he shook from desperation.

"-I can't lose her! Not her! Anyone but her!" Five screams.

"Five what-"

"-it can't be happening, not like how that coward old man said it would!"

"Five!" Luther grabs his shoulders, trying to calm him down. "Just tell us-"

"-I don't want my future to be without her... not like his..."

"Not like your future self from the commission?" Lila asks with a frown, remembering the single photo frame that sat next to the wrinkly old man but she didn't see what the photo was.

"Five, what did you see at the Commission!?" Diego asks and the physically younger brother shakes off Luther's arms as he wrings his hands through his hair.

"Not saw, what he was told." Lila whispers sadly.

"I promised, I promised myself that I wouldn't lose her, not like he did... Not like my future me..." Five mumbles out, remembering the photo of him and (y/n) at Sloanes and Luther's wedding standing next to his future self as he looked at it fondly. The last time his future self apparently saw her before shit went down the rails.

"Five, you're not making any sense-"

"-she died! My future me told me she died ok!"

"That can't be right..." Viktor mumbles out, watching his brother unravel dangerously quick.

"She died or disappeared I don't know! He lost his (y/n) and he swore I would do the same if I tried to save the world! I tried so hard, so hard to make sure I never get that future without her! I told you I wouldn't save this world! Not if it cost her!" Five yells out, his heart beating painfully against his chest. "I would've done anything to avoid that pathetic life without her!" Five screams out, trying to open the elevator doors but Klaus pulls him back as he shook in his brother's arms. "I can't lose her! Not like this! She can't be gone!"

Luther panicked when he didn't see his wife anywhere, the two brothers trying to search for their loved ones. "Sloane! Where is Sloane!?"

"Let me go! I need to find (y/n)!" Five tries to blink away from Klaus' arms but he was stuck where he was, a sense of dread washing over him. "I can't blink... my power is gone..." the rest of the family try themselves to see that they were now normal people. Luther runs off, exclaiming that he needed to find Sloane and Klaus goes after him, screaming about him being fragile and whatnot after coming back alive.

Ben storms off pissed and Viktor begs everyone to stay and try to figure things out. "Come on. We should stick together and figure this out-"

"-what are we supposed to do!?" Diego says and Lila gasps.

"Live our lives...?" the two look at each other, deciding that it was time to be a family together and they walk away, leaving Five and Viktor alone.

"No wait, don't go-" Five cuts himself off as he subconsciously reaches for his family, flinching and pulling himself back.

If they wanted to leave him, fine.

That's what they always did anyway...

He was always alone...

No need to save their asses anymore... they don't deserve it.

"I need to find (y/n)..." Five mumbles out. He need her, needed to be with her, needed to know if she was alive. He walks off leaving behind the family that left without him again to search for the one person that has stayed by his side.

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I gasp for air as I sit up, panting heavily as I swallowed in as much air as I could like I was suffocating for a long time. My vision was blurred, my head pounded and my chest felt like it was crushed. My body just hurts... everywhere and everything was agony. I struggled to breathe, wheezing for air like I was stabbed over and over, my blood pumping in my ears loudly and I couldn't hear anything.

"Five..." I breathe out, blinking out the blurriness to see that I was on a bed in an unrecognisable bedroom but I ignored that, focused on trying to find my family. I stumble out of bed, falling against the floor and letting out a hiss in pain as I cried out for him.

Come on!

I grit my teeth as I pulled myself up on my feet, using the bedside table and stumble out of the bedroom using the walls. I walked out into the living room and kitchen area of a small apartment but why was I in an apartment?

I was in a goddamn dimensional void while my life was being sucked away at me!

"Five!?" I call out, panic quickly setting in at how the silence consumed me in this unfamiliar place I was in.

Where am I!?

Where's Five!?

"Five!" I call out as I open the balcony doors, standing on the balcony to see skyscrapers and busy roads filled with cars and not the destruction of the world being sucked into a single glowing black hole. I quickly go back into the small apartment, searching around every door and room that was in here, not finding anyone but myself and I stop in the middle of the living room when my nose picked up on something burning. I rush to the kitchen to turn off the gas stove when I see noodles being burned in a pot and I back away from it.

Exactly like before I got sucked into the first season...

"No..." I tear up as I back away from the kitchen, turning around to see that the TV was on and playing something on the screen. The screen flickered until it stopped, showing an area in some sort of park with a random elevator. The elevator doors open to reveal the Hargreeves and my heart plummets.

I'm back... in my universe...?

The Hargreeves walk out of the elevator and out into the park, looking around in confusion and I furrow my brows

I don't remember this?

What is happening? What is this!?

I don't remember seeing this in the show!

"-you came back from the dead but where is she!? Luther where is she!?" I hear Five scream out as he grabbed his brother's shirt and slammed him against the elevator doors.

The screen suddenly glitches and it changes into Luther gripping Five's shirt instead. 

"I don't care about any resets, all right? I want my wife back. Where is she, Five?" Luther hisses and his brother makes a snarky comment about him being alive.

The screen flashes back to Five trying to pry open the elevator doors but Klaus pulls him away as he shook in his brother's arms. "I can't lose her! Not like this! She can't be gone!" 

He yells out, the screen glitching back. "I got my arm back. I think the old man did it. I think he reset the universe."

I flinch back when my TV fissures back and forth between the two different scenarios, rapidly changing over and over and I scramble to grab the remote on the couch when it stops glitching. I watch as Five walks away from the park, leaving Viktor behind and I jump as the image gets corrupted until it just became grey static on my screen. I just stood there, gripping the remote tightly in my hands as my head spun from everything, trying to understand what was happening

My hands shook as I set the remote down on the table, sitting down on the couch as I held my head in my hands. My heart hurt as I cried, wishing I was back with my family, wishing I was back with Five. I hear a ping and I look up to see what I think was my laptop with a new email but it wasn't the email I was interested in. It was the date on the top right corner of the screen.

"August 8th, 2024..."

It can't be... I was in 2020!

It cant be 2024!

I stand up quickly away from the laptop, running my hands through my hair as the panic sets in quickly. The room spun violently and my mind was running miles per second.

This has to be some sick joke...

I missed four years of my life...

How can I miss three fucking years of my life!?

I rush to the bedroom I woke up in, looking at the shelves and taking out boxes and random folders to throw them on the bed. I opened up each folder and box, trying to understand what happened and I freeze seeing a specific document. My hands shook as I picked up what was my university bachelor's certificate saying that I finished my degree.

No... I was only in my first year of uni... how... how did I miss my entire university experience!?

I jump when I hear a phone ring and I rush to my bedside table to see an unfamiliar name. I silence the phone, unable to talk to anyone as I stumbled into a random bathroom and turned the lights on.

Four years...

The person looking back at me in the mirror was older, wearing pj's in an unfamiliar apartment in an unfamiliar country with no idea of who or what they went through. "No... I can't be here..." I tear up, crying as I see the only thing that gave me comfort, the only proof I had of my love. I reached up, grasping the umbrella necklace that sat around my neck with shaking hands. "I can't be here..." I sobbed, holding the sink tightly before crumbling to the floor and crying into my hands. I wailed out for Five, couching over and gripping my chest that burned as I sobbed, crying out for someone... anyone...

I don't want to be here...

I want to go back... back to him...

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