I want a boyfriend now... why am I so lonely T_T

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(y/n) - your name

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"We missed you Five! Everyday!" Viktor pleads.

"That's not the same! I'd do anything for you, for this insane thing we call a family but would you do anything for me!? Would you go through what I did!? Watch everyone you call family die twice like I did!?"

"You know we would-"

"-please! I know for a fucking fact you would take the easy way out! Did you know, did you know I was given the opportunity to retire by The Handler? To live a normal life somewhere sunny, where there were no problems in exchange for letting the apocalypse happen and letting everyone die." Five laughs out, pulling his tie off like it was suffocating him. "But no! I let that luxury burn so I could be hunted down by the Commission because I betrayed them and went back in time to save you all!" He screams out and his family look away in guilt. "So no! You don't understand, none of you have the even single ounce of the capabilities to remotely get a smidge of what I had to go through for you!" Five pants out and I slowly get up, hissing from the pain as I hold his hand.

"Love..." I whisper as I squeeze his hands and he looks down at his shoes, closing his eyes and taking in a deep breath.

"(y/n) is the only one who understands the sacrifices and knows my actions are justified. She doesn't crucify me for being an assassin or a murderer. You guys don't have the right to do that to her! To tie her up because she was just so close to hurting you! We all have spilled blood! Don't think you're so special and claim her the villain like some glorified heroes cause that's not who we are!" Five entwines his fingers with mine as he looks at me sadly.

"Wow, you guys have serious issues..." Lila speaks up and breaks the silence, munching on some popcorn. I shake my head at her and she shuts her mouth as I pull Five to the elevators. "Wait, what about the Kugelblitz!?" she calls out.

"You explain it to them! I'm done..." Five yells back, almost punching the button of our floor as the doors close.

"I'm sorry..." I mumble out, feeling guilty for everything.

Maybe... maybe I should have never come here-

"-I'm just glad you're ok... I don't know what I would've done if you were gone." Five mutters out deeply like he was breathing out every negative emotion as he pulls me into his chest, kissing the top of my head.

"I don't know, go full Board Massacre maybe? Crack someone's head off their neck with a cricket bat like you did to AJ?" Five chuckles lightly, almost in exhaustion.

He had been carrying the show-no literally the safety of this entire universe on his shoulders.

The doors open and I pull Five into the girl's bedroom, which kinda became mine now since Allison couldn't stand being near me and Viktor was hanging out with Harlan. I set him down on the bed and he just looked so tired. I hold his cheeks and tilt his head up, pressing a soft and quick kiss on his lips as he opens his eyes to look at me. He leans into my palms, holding my hands on his cheeks as his thumb brushes against my knuckles. I silently and hesitantly step back, walking to the bathroom to fill the tub with hot water. I poured in some soap and sweet scents before walking out into the bedroom again to see Five take his blazer off.

"You should be resting." He purses his lips as he holds my hand, tugging me to the bed but I shake my head. I was tired yes but I think this would be better.

I pull Five into the bathroom and lock the door before slowly taking my clothes off, his eyes never leaving my body as I revealed every inch to him. I turn the faucet off and carefully sink down into the water in the tub, looking back at Five who gives me a small smile when he understood what I wanted to do. I shift forward in the tub as he takes his clothes off, slipping behind me in teh tub and pulling me close so I could rest my head on his chest. The both of us take in a deep breath and let out a sigh of relief from the heat, Five rubbing my arms as I lay between his legs.

"You always take care of me..." he mumbles against my hair, wrapping his arms around me. "I should be taking care of you..." I turn around to lay on him, my fingers brushing against the wounds and bruises that were darkening all over his chest.

I press soft kisses against them, leaning down to hear his heart race against my ear. "I will always take care of you Five..." He had no one to do that for him so I would be there for him if he needed me. I wasn't going anywhere. Five tilts my head up with his hand beneath my chin, pulling me up so he could see me clearly. He smiles softly, holding my cheek before leaning up to kiss me. It was such a soft and gentle kiss, hearing him breathe shakily against my lips as I held his face and kissed him back.

"I love you so much Five." I breathe against his lips and he closes his eyes like he was relishing my words washing over him.

"I love you too (y/n). More than I know." he opens his eyes to look at me with warmth before kissing me again.

I loosely hang my arms around Five's neck as he lay on top of my body, kissing me so sweetly and softly beneath the blankets. It sent butterflies through my body, shuddering lightly against a draft that made goosebumps prickle across my bare body. I smile into the kiss, blushing as I feel Five do the same and never pushing the kiss further than being innocent. The both of us had gotten clean and he just teleported us to the bed, never moving away from my body as he held me tightly.

I hum softly as one of his hands held my cheek, the other staying wrapped around my waist and my calfs rubbed over his legs. I wrap my hands around his waist, drawing mindless shapes against his skin as Five nuzzles my nose making me flush. He kisses my lips and then my cheek before turning us on our side to lay in front of each other, wrapping both arms around me to pull me flush against his chest. I yawn out tiredly in his arms as he kisses my forehead, running his fingers through my hair that makes me more sleepier in his arms.

Five Hargreeves was truly my everything.

I look up at him sleepily to see him smile down at me, his thumb brushing against my cheek as he kissed my nose. I whine softly making him smile, holding me close.

"You have given me everything I could ask for... I just wish we could've met in more normal occurrences..."

"What fun would that be...?" I nuzzle his chest making him laugh lightly. "We would miss out on the chaos from the first time we met. Being invisible to your siblings except you making you seem like you lost your mind or the fact you kept me leashed like a balloon when I couldn't stop floating away."

Five chuckles at the memory, breathing me in. "Or you knocking Luthe rout in one swing in Dallas or you persuading the guard to let us into the strip club."

"Oh my fucking god don't remind me. I still cringe at that memory." I shudder, both from the memory and from the sudden drop in temperature. "Shit it's cold..." I sit up on the bed, throwing the blanket over Five's face to block his view as I got up to search for clothes.

"You know you're really beautiful." Five beams as he sits against the headboard, arms behind his head as he watches me search through the cupboards. I roll my eyes with a blush, quickly putting some track pants and a shirt on before looking over my shoulder. He was gone from the bed and I raise a brow in confusion.

"Five?" I turn around, gasping lightly when I feel arms around me as he blinks behind me from wherever he went. I look at him to see him dressed the same as me before he picks me up and walks back to the bed to lay us both down, pulling the blankets over us again. I sigh happily from the warmth, the both of us hiding beneath the blanket to avoid the sun peeking through the closed blinds.

The both of us were tired so yes, we were gonna go to sleep.

Five pulls me to lay on top of him, wrapping his arms around me tightly as I lay my head on his chest. He drawls mindless shapes on my lower back beneath my shirt, whispering goodnight to me as we both fall asleep soundly.