(y/n) - your name

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I jolt up awake with sharp gasps, wheezing for breath frantically as I clutched my chest. Everything hurt, I couldn't breathe, couldn't think. The ringing in my head won't stop and I was suffocating.

I can't breathe-why can't I breathe!?

Where's Five!?

What did She do!?

I felt like I was going to throw up, felt like passing out. Nothing worked, nothing moved and I tried to grab onto something, someone.

Anyone who could help me come back to reality.

"Please-" I tear up feeling someone quickly hold my hands tightly, holding my face and their words gurgle in my brain until I could focus on them.

"(y/n), I'm right here, darling I'm right in front of you!"

Five.

I cling onto him as tears fell down my cheeks, finally being able to see him. He looked terrified, holding my cheeks dearly. "I'm right here, just keep listening to me. Ok, listen to my voice."

"Can't breathe-Five-" I was so scared as I struggled to breathe, clawing at my neck that felt like it was being squeezed.

He held one of my hands tightly to his chest to feel his heartbeat, holding my other hand on my chest to feel my heartbeat. "Darling, you're here with me, you're ok. Just feel our heart beating ok." I hold him tightly as I lean my forehead on his. "Just listen to me and close your eyes. Try to take in a deep breath and let it out slowly." I try to do just that, being able to smell his aftershave and my I start to calm down. "In through your nose and out of your mouth, darling that's it. Just take in your surroundings ok. I'm not leaving you."

I could hear him, feel him, smell him.

I was here with Five. I was back with him.

I look up at him and he looks at me softly. "That's my good girl." he whispers when I was able to calm down and he pulls me into his arms tightly when I jump to hug him, crying on his shoulder. He held me tightly, wrapping his arms around me. "I know sweetheart. I'm sorry."

"Thank you..." I mutter against his neck, realising he used the same techniques I use to calm him from his attacks to help me. Five doesn't say anything and holds me tighter as he kisses the top of my head, rocking me on his lap before hesitantly pulling back to look at me and wiping my tears away.

"You're ok..." he whispers, almost as if saying this to himself more than for me. "You're ok." He leans his forehead on mine.

He rocks me in his lap and I leand my chin on his shoulder, looking around to realise I was back in one of the hotel bedrooms. "How...how did I get back to the hotel?" I hiss softly from the sudden pounding in my head, rubbing my head to ease the pain as I tried to remember what happened. "Why does my head hurt?" I rub the back, feeling a bump while Five littered kisses all over my face while muttering how worried he was.

"Shit, what do you remember?" he asks as he holds my cheeks to have me look at him again. I rub my neck, my body all achy for some reason as I try to go remember. "My body hurting, I remember it burning up."

"Go through from when you uh... stormed off away from me and Lila." Five asks nervously and I remember how mad I was at him but now, not anymore. I was glad he was here with me.

"Allison and Viktor grabbed me after I went to the foyer for a drink. They brought me with them for the meet up with the Sparrows." I flinch thinking about Fei and... Ben... "Then getting mad at Allison, throwing the glass jar at a wall-" I hiss in pain as I grip my head, flashes of memories coming back to me and I remember the black ink, remember Her. She had taken over in broad daylight and I remember the dark magic surrounding me in the mansion backyard. "Five She... I lost control-I was so angry and she took over-" I was shaking in fear and he hugs me, trying to calm me down. "Did I hurt anyone!? Did I hurt Allison, Viktor, Ben or Fei!?" Five holds my cheeks to have me look at him.

"Sweetheart, easy. You didn't. Viktor hit you in the back of the head with a pot plant to knock you out ." my boyfriend says this so easily like it was nothing, caressing my cheeks sweetly.

I just simply sat there in shock, blinking at him as I processed the words. "He did what...?"

That's why my head hurts.

"He did it before... well before you could kill Fei." I run my hands down my face, feeling exhausted about the whole situation but I go rigid.

Viktor and Allison know now...

About Her...

"Why did Allison and Viktor bring you to meet The Soarrows with them?" my boyfriend asks me.

"They thought I could try to convince them to work with us seeing as their (y/n) was their sibling in this timeline." I shake my head, that plan ultimately failing after what happened. "They're not going to trust us anymore... I told them the truth and it just went downhill from there with me losing control-" we both suddenly hear knocking on the door and we look over to see Viktor walk into the bedroom with a tray of food and some water.

"(y/n)! Thank god you're awake." he walks over slowly with a big smile but I could see the hesitation in his eyes. "I was scared I knocked you out too hard." Viktor sighs in relief.

"I'm fine but did I hurt you or anyone..?" Viktor pales lightly when I ask him that and he sets the tray down before taking a step back.

Back away from me...

I lean away from him, hurt from his actions.

He looked scared... scared of me...

"N-no... No, you didn't." Viktor looks clears his throat. "Allison and I took you away before Ben and Fei could do anything after you collapsed."

"What...what did I do? What happened?" I ask and he sighs softly as Five purses his lips.

"You spoke to Fei as if you knew here, called her sister? Said you crawled out of hell?" I grimace at that.

Oh yeah, She really did crawl out of hell.

"(y/n)... why didn't you... tell us you have powers?" Viktor asks cautiously and I look at Five who held my hand tightly.

He turns to me and shakes his head subtly. "It's something I only found out recently." I say vaguly knowing my boyfriend didn't want me to say the full truth to his brother just yet.

"(y/n), your powers... they're dangerous." I frown at Viktor. "I'm sorry but it was like you weren't yourself. You wanted to kill Fei-"

"-ok, maybe we should let (y/n) get some rest." Five suddenly moves me down to sit on the bed and stands up to grab Viktors shoulders, gently him out of the bedroom before he could ask me anymore questions. I watch my my boyfriend blink back to me, sitting on the bed next to me as he held my cheek and I lean into his touch with a shaky breath. "Are you ok?"

"Five... I honestly don't know. I don't know what to think anymore... I'm just scared that I might actually hurt someone."

That I might hurt you...

I sigh and Five pulls me into his arms again. "You won't hurt anyone, sweetheart. It's not you, it's Her."

"I'm losing control Five, I'm terrified that I might do something really bad and not realise it. I don't want Her to hurt you..."

"And I won't let Her. I won't let Her hurt you either (y/n)." my boyfriend kisses my forehead before I lean mine on his chest. I stare down at my hands that shook, imagining the darkness creeping from them when Five grabbed them in his and kissed my palms. "You are not Her, you won't ever be Her."

His voice, his smell, his feel... just... all of him was able to calm me down. I needed him just as much as he needed me. "Thank you Five..." I lean back and smile at him, clearly taking a look at him now to see that he had changed out of his retirement clothes and back into his suit. I pout, as I rub his chest, feeling the fabric of his suit. "Ah, shit really is getting serious when you're changed back into your suit." I smooth down the vest of the suit that looked extremely good on him.

"Unfortunately, I'm out of retirement and back to work." my boyfriends sighs out as he leans his head back in frustration but the movement makes my stomach all fluttery.

"Fuck you look good in this suit..." I groan softly to myself but I know he heard me, reaching up to run my fingers across his neck as he looks back at me with a glint in his eyes.

"The tailor in the lobby is a master craftsman." He smirks as I lean back to take him in completely, his blazer off and on the chair so I was just admiring how his shirt stretched over his body. "As much as I would love to let you admire me, sweetheart, we do have work to do."

"Don't remind me." I groan softly as I climb off Five's lap, him holding my hips as long as he could until I got up.

"Darling, are you sure you're ok to be up and running already? You got hit pretty hard in the head-"

"-I don't think I would have a concussion Five. Plus if I did, I would have you to tend to me." I smile at him as I walk off to wardrobe, turning around to see him watching me with his head tilted to the side. I bite my bottom lip, flushed from the way he was staring at me right now as he sat on the bed, his legs spread apart and leaning back on his arms with a grin on his face. His whole appearance makes me flush heavily while I went to grab a towel to take a shower.

I needed to scrub Her off me.

I look over at Five as he rolled up his sleeves and the whole formal suit look was really getting to me, his eyes watching every my every movement as the moved up and down over me before Iwalked to the bathroom. "I'll meet you out in a few ok. I have a feeling we gotta fix the suitcase?" Five nods while I head into the bathroom, locking the door behind me. I quickly strip and turn the shower on, knowing that Five would blink in anytime he wants and I couldn't stop jim.

But I was surprised to hear his footsteps echo closer to the door. "(y/n)... I'm really sorry about before." I heard Five's voice which was closer like he was right outside the door. "With Lila and all, I'm serious." I smile as I hear a thud as if Five leaned his body against the bathroom door. "I-"

"-love, it's ok. It's all ok. I'm sorry too... for blowing up at you and Lila." I say back, hoping that anger wasn't from me but... a result of Her. I never wanted to be mad like that to him or to anyone but She just...

I shake my head before standing beneath the water to wash and clean myself, scrubbing my skin hard to get rid of the feeling of being controlled. I didn't care that it hurt or my skin started turning pink, I just needed the feeling of her gone.

As soon as I was done, I jump out of the shower and turn the faucet off before wrapping the towel around me after I dried off. "Uh Five, leave for a few minutes, I need to get changed." when I don't hear anything, I assume he was gone and step out into the bedroom to get dressed. "Jesus fucking christ!" I jump when Five suddenly blinks back into the bedroom, sitting back in the bed with a smirk on his face.

He grins at me when I pull the towel around me tighter. "Darling, you know that I've seen all of your beautiful self."

"I know! But still..." I clear my throat in embarrassment.

"Mhm, and I would do anything to see you again, my pretty little girlfriend." I blush from his words, flipping him off when I walk over to the bed to grab the clothes he got me. I grab them and start to head back to the bathroom but gasp when I feel him pull me back into his arms, my back pressed against his chest. I shudder as he kisses my neck and holds me tightly around my waist, pushing my hair over my shoulder. "I'm glad you're ok." Five sighs out shakily as he leans his head against my neck, kissing my shoulder blade. I lean up to brush my thumb against his cheek as he squeezes me, leaning into my touch lovingly with furrowed brows. I stroke his cheeks and he looks at me with teary eyes but before I could console him, he turns my head to kiss my forehead before pecking my lips.

"Five-"

"-I'll wait for you outside." He pulls away with a smile, clearing his throat. "Also, I think that navy skirt of yours looks very cute on you." Five says out of the blue as he grabs his blazer and walks out of my bedroom before winking at me. I blink at him in worry but soon to surprise when I process his words, looking at the clothes in my arms to see a high-waisted navy flare skirt and white off-shoulder long sleeve blouse.

Ok, why not.

I dress into the outfit that my boyfriend got for me, smoothing out the skirt as I dried my hair with the towel and slipped on some flats. "Mans has a good eye." I blush as I walk out of my room and down the winding hallways, searching for him as I followed the sound of his teleporting until I see him walk in and out of a room while holding pliers. "Love?" Five quickly peeks his head out past the doorway of the room he was in when he heard me and smiles brightly at me, walking out towards me to hold my waist and pull me into the room he was just in. "So, what's the plan? How are we fixing this?" I ask him but he just holds me in front of me, unable his to take his eyes off me as he caresses my waist and I blush. "Five!"

He blinks as he looks me in the eyes with a cheeky smile. "What? You look lovely."

"Hey (y/n)..." I jump and turn around to see Lila behind me, smiling sheepishly at me and I wave at her. "You're looking cute. You're both matching." she winks at us both and I look at my boyfriend in his navy suit as he pulls me close to his side.

"My sweetheart is gorgeous isn't she?" he hums softly, kissing my bare shoulder and playing with the umbrella necklace that hung around my neck.

"Ok, cute yes, but we got shit to do." Lila says and Five nods as he takes hold of the pliers again, letting me go with a kiss on my cheek. I watch him clamp the pliers onto electrical wires as it sparks.

"Ok, you're charging up the suitcases? Will that actually work? Like this?" I watched with uncertainty as Lila holds the electrical box, Five breathing in deeply to sike himself up since he was holding the other end of the pliers to attach to the briefcase. "Love?" I ask him with worry.

"I'll be fine sweetheart," he says quickly.

"Ready to hot-wire this briefcase?" Lila says.

"Let's do this." As soon as Five attaches the pliers to the briefcase and Lila turns the switch, he screams out and the electricity crackles as he tries to amp up the suitcase with his powers. "Ah, shit!"

"Five!" I gasp when he stumbles against the door and I snap at Lila who was laughing. "Turn it off!" she quickly turns the switch off and I drop to my knees with Five when drops the pliers and falls to the floor.

"Shit!" he hisses and I grab his hands to try and soothe them.

"Lila! The suitcase!" I hiss at her and she runs to get a cloth to try and stop the fire while she was cackling at Five's pain. "Your hands..." Five blows on his red hands, waving the pain away.

"I'm fine sweetheart." I glare at him knowing he was lying.

"Yeah, I was 99% sure that wouldn't work." Lila laughs as she walks out of the room after fanning the flames out, jumping up to sit on a table in the hallway while I help my boyfriend up.

"Well, I'm glad my pain amuses you." Five hisses.

"You have no idea. It's like my therapy." Lila grins.

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