(y/n) - your name

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"Don't you have to go to work?" I chuckle lightly as Five just grins at me, music playing softly in the living room.

"Just come dance with me." He urges me, a high of happiness in the air as he moved to hold my hands and pull me up from the couch where I was working.

"Dance? With you? Who are you and what have you done with Five Hargreeves?" I mock him with a smile as he simply rolls his eyes at me.

"Can I not be a sappy boyfriend?" He pulls me close with his arms around my waist and I raise a brow at him.

"Sappy isn't you. Hardcore and deadly is more like it." I snicker as I wrap my arms around his neck as he starts swaying us to the beat.

"That's in the past. All you're getting is sickly sweet now." My love kisses my neck, trailing up to kiss my lips and I kiss him back softly with a hand holding his cheek. He squeezes my waist, pulling me closer as physically possible and letting the song play over us in this loving moment which soon was ruined by my boyfriend's phone ringing. He parts from my lips hesitantly, leaning up to brush his thumb against my cheek with a soft look in his eyes and I bump my nose against his lovingly.

"Your phone..." I lean back, chuckling as Five groans in annoyance, pulling me back to kiss him but I break away from his hands to answer his phone.

"(Y/n) come back here!" He grumbles, pulling me back into his arms with my back against his chest, kissing my shoulder.

"Hargreeves residence." I answer, hearing a woman on the other end asking for Five. "I'll put you through with my boyfriend." I mute the call and turn around in his arms, my love raising a brow at me as I hand him the phone to answer the call.

"Yes?" Five simply says, kissing my jaw as he continued to hold onto my hips. "Ok." he hums out and I shudder when he sucks on my neck, leaving marks on my skin while he mindlessly answers the person on the other end of the phone call. "Alright, I'll pack up right away." he ends the call and throws his phone on the couch behind him, pushing me gently to the bedroom as he leaned up to kiss me.

"Five-wait-" he kisses me deeply, shushing my words. "Pack up for what?"

"Need to go out of the country for a month for an expo." he whispers against my lips and I gently push him back. "What?"

"Shouldn't you be packing?" I raise a brow at him and he quickly picks me up, earning a loud gasp from me in surprise as he sets me down on the bed.

"They can wait for me." he mumbles out, kissing me again and slowly pushing me back down on the bed. "Right now I want you before I leave." I blush heavily at his words, pulling him closer as I kissed him back hard.

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~I miss you (y/n) 💜

I dive for my phone when I hear a notification, smiling widely at the message Five sent me and I quickly send him one back.

I miss you too Five 💜~

It had been a while since the both of us texted since yesterday, him being busy with presenting at the expo for science and me being on the road talking to clients. I didn't want to bother him and he didn't want to bother me so sometimes we don't talk for days.

Even though we communicated well in person, we had trouble talking when we were distant from each other. I didn't know when to message Five and he didn't know when to message me, either missing each other if one was busy or asleep and the other was free or awake. It was a bit rocky with the both of us the first week when we couldn't talk to each other properly but we understood that we could leave little updates of what we have been doing in our day for the other to reply back when they could. We both knew we weren't very good at being active in messaging so it was a good solution.

Five was on point with his updates, sending me videos and pictures of his hotel room and the expo, and showing me around. He was so perfect in every way and it made me feel guilty when I don't message him back quickly or initiate the first message in the mornings.

Are you free?~

I message him, seeing the three little dots until they disappeared and I frown. I sigh but jump when my phone rings and I grin when I see who it was calling me. I quickly answer the FaceTime call, waving happily at Five who beamed through the camera.

"Hey!" He chuckles at my excited tone as I set the phone up against a tissue box on the couch arm, relaxing on the couch as I watched him look around before crossing the road from the sounds of the pedestrian lights going off.

"Hello to you too, my love. How are you?"

"Bored without you!" I groan but I hiss in pain when cat Five bites down on my arm gently and my love laughs lowly when he saw the kitten do that. "You little rascal." I flick its ear gently and it yowls at me with attitude, rolling its eyes at me. "Little Five misses you."

"I'm sure the little shit does." my boyfriend rolls his eyes and the kitten growls at him through the phone, huffing before jumping down from the couch to walk away and do its own thing but I turn back to talk to my boyfriend.

"How are you?"

"Tired. Another day giving presentations at the expo. Thank god I got off early today. Thank you for that by the way."

"Anything for you." I wink at Five and he smiles warmly at me. "If you need anything else, I can ask my colleague managing the expo to get it for you."

"You spoil me. Got me the best hotel room, and even managed to get me out of a few presentations so I could come home early to you. What could a guy ask for?" my love winks back and I get all giggly.

"So you're coming back tomorrow?"

"Late evening yes. Can't wait to kiss my sweetheart." Five hums out as he got into the elevator to his hotel room, taking me on the journey with him.

"You're cute you know that." he nods, still smiling and I notice that he was staying quiet since someone else might be in the elevator so I continue to talk to him through his earphones. "Why did you want to back out of the presentations?"

"I don't respect those hosts and the companies and I don't want to waste my time with them. Sons of bitches the lot of them! Bastards think that just cause I look younger doesn't mean I don't know shit. I have double the years on them!" I let my boyfriend rant about these so-called idiot professors, watching as he chucked his bag on a chair in his room and took off his coat and loosened his tie. I bite my bottom lip as he unbuttons the top few buttons of his shirt, ruffling his hair in a sexy messy way.

Goddamn, he's fucking sexy...

I groan softly when he set the phone down so it was facing directly inside his bathroom shower, holding my breath when he takes off his shirt before turning the shower on. I was too afraid to say anything, wondering if this was deliberate until Five turned around and smirked at me. I look away with red cheeks as he walks up to the phone and leans down, unbuckling his belt.

"Want this to end sweetheart?" He was challenging me, dropping his belt as he moves to pop the button open and pulling the zipper down of his pants.

"That's how you want to play huh?" I muse, standing up with my phone and walking to the bathroom, setting the phone against the wall to face me as I turn my back to it after. I hear my love's voice hitch as I move the straps of my nightgown down my shoulders, letting the fabric drop off my body and pool around on the floor.

"Shit (y/n), I wish I could teleport to you and fuck you against the wall right now." Five moans and I blush as I turn the shower on, walking under the warm water and looking over my shoulder to see Five drop his pants and his boxers as well. "Fuck sweetheart..." his eyes roam over me as he palmed his half-chubbed cock, watching intently as I ran my hands down my body for him. "You're going to be the death of me..."

"I'm home-" I look up from the floor to see Five suddenly burst into a fit of coughs as he walks into the apartment when he spoke up, patting his chest and I quickly get up to yeet a covid test from the other side of the room.

"Stay there!" he pouts at me as he catches the test and I keep my distance from him, expecting a sweeter greeting from me when he came back but I ain't catching that virus! Apparently there was a second wave!?

"Ok fine..." he sighs and goes to the spare bedroom to camp out in there just in case. "Can I get a kiss if it's negative?"

"Only if it's negative!" I call out, grabbing a mask to put on as I stay away from the closed door. We both waited for 5 minutes anxiously for the results, me pacing in the living room and being worried about getting sick.

"Uh (y/n)..."

That doesn't sound like good news...

"It's positive..."

"...Guess you're not getting that kiss now!"

"Awe..."

"(Y/nnnn)..."

"No."

"Pleaseeee!"

"No."

I sigh as Five whines out my name again, complaining from the other side of the spare bedroom door he was camped in for the next two weeks. "But I miss youuu!" I facepalm, standing in the kitchen while making the both of us some lunch, taking my glasses off to stop them from fogging from my mask.

"I miss you too love but you know how I feel about getting sick. Get better first." I deadpan and I hear my boyfriend continue to complain about wanting to kiss me and hug me. I wanted to ease his pain, I really did, but my immune system is shit and I was scared to death that I wouldn't be able to handle getting sick.

Plus did my other self get sick yet or not?

"(Y/n)-" I wince when I hear him suddenly burst into a barrage of painful coughing, hearing him wheeze for air and I quickly get the bowl of soup and tea ready for him along with some cold and flu tablets. The coughing was followed by non-stop sneezing and my heart breaks hearing him being in pain.

"Love," I knock on his door, setting down the tray of food on a chair outside the door. It was like COVID brought all his old man symptoms back since the boy was riddled with back pain so he couldn't bend. He was just in pain in general. "there is some soup and pain meds for you." I walk away and go back to the kitchen, turning around when I hear the door open and I pout at how cute Five looks. He had a blanket wrapped around him, his hair which had grown a little longer all messed up from the nap he took recently.

He grumbles about his back as he takes the tray, looking up at me with sad eyes. "(y/nnnn)-"

"-no means no Five." he huffs and waddles back into his room while yelling out after he shuts the door.

"I love you too!" his voice muffles from behind closed doors and I smile.

"I love you!" I yell back. I suddenly hear a tiny meow and I turn around to see our kitten glaring at me as he swats at my shirt. "And I love you too little Five." I coo, petting his head and he croons happily, climbing up to sit on my shoulder.

"(y/n)? Wake up! Sweetheart wake up!" I groan in dull pain as I open my eyes, looking up to see Five kneeling in front of me but sideways?

Was I on the floor?

"Breathe!"

Why am I on the floor?

Why is everything spinning?

I suddenly feel my chest contract, hit with a sharp pain as I struggled to get air. I quickly sit up and turned to the side when my body was suddenly wracked with heavy coughing, painful enough that it felt like my body was trying to cough up my lungs! I couldn't breathe, just coughing and I couldn't get air into my lungs without pain. My throat itched and I just wanted to claw it out, the thing in my lungs still not coughed out.

"Puffer!" I wheezed out, frustrated about my asthma attack but it was never this bad.

"Your what!?" Five panicked, looking around for what would be a 'puffer'. I tried to show it to him with my hands but he didn't understand it, going to get me water instead. Like that was going to help, I needed air in my lungs, not water!

"Five!" I wheeze out, pointing to our kitten who was clawing at my bag before it tips open to spill my belongings. He turns around and quickly sees the blue puffer, picking it up and handing it to me quickly. I vigorously shake the shit out of it, taking off the cap and putting my lips around the end until I push down the puffer once to breathe in as deep as I can. I do it two more times, feeling the itch in my lungs go away but it was still there in my throat. "Strepsil!" I point out to the packet and my boyfriend hands it to me as I pop one into my mouth, falling back onto the carpet and closing my eyes after the whole ordeal. The coughing slowly went away again but my breathing was shallow, opening my eyes to see both Five's looking down at me with worry.

"Are you ok? What happened?" He helped me sit up again, holding my shoulders when everything spun from a splitting headache hits me and makes me unbalanced.

"Asthma attack... I haven't had one in years. They come and go but they're always mild. This one... was bad."

"You passed out. I heard something fall outside and I called for you but you never replied back. I got worried so I got out and saw you on the floor!" my love looks at me with worry as my words slurry from the lack of air again. "This is not only an attack." He picks me up in his arms and takes me to bed, pulling out a Covid test.

"For fucks sake..." I hiss out.

This bitch left me to take the hit!?

"It's positive... I got Covid" I groan out, Five sitting down next to me as we see the results on the test. "I'm not surprised. It was bound to happen since we live together." I take in a puff from my ventilator, holding my breath while my boyfriend just looks at me with worry. "Is it me or is it hot in here?" I was suddenly feeling very hot and lost for air again, struggling to stay awake like my brain wasn't getting any oxygen.

"Shit!" My love quickly got up and placed a fan in front of me, letting it move so the breeze ventilated some cold air around me. "Why didn't you tell me you had asthma?"

"Used to. Had those big ass puffer containers for years when I was a kid. Did you know I was an ICU baby? Had me hooked up on machines to keep me alive when I was born. I was such a scrawny little thing. Mum was scared shitless since I was her first kid and I was premature." I giggled, swaying on the bed. "Why am I saying this?"

"You should've told me you had asthma anyway!" Five says, pushing my hand up for me to take a puff. He holds my head straight with a gentle touch, his hand slowly moving down to the back of my neck as he softly rubs the skin with his thumb. I was quickly falling ill within that single day while it took ages for Five to get his more serious symptoms, my entire body feeling feverish and sick. "You're burning up... shit you're worse than me..." I couldn't say anything as I grabbed a tissue to sneeze into, turning away from my love and groaning in pain from the headache pounding against my head. "I'm calling your mum."

"Don't-!" before I could stop him, my boyfriend walks out of the bedroom to call her, closing the bedroom door behind him. "For fucks sake..." I grumble in annoyance, my nose quickly getting congested and I down cold and flu meds with my tea along with more strepsils. It took a couple hours for Five to come back from whatever long list of items he needed to get that my mum told him, walking back in with a bag. "What is all this?"

"Got someone to deliver this for me." he sits down next to me again, taking out a long-lost nightmare.

"No! Not this shit!" I push it away as he takes it out, plugging my puffer at one end and putting the mask on the other.

"Don't make me tie you down. You know I won't hesitate to." he narrows his eyes at me, handing me my enemy.

"Goddamnit it..." I put the mask on, pressing down on my puffer three times as I breathe it in through the spacer. "I fucking hate this shit. I look like a fucking child!"

"Don't talk, breathe." my boyfriend scolds me and I do just that with annoyance.

"I hate you."

"And I love you too." Five muses back as I glare at him while he took care of me, tying up my hair to keep me cool and starting a bath for me knowing I would feel better. "Come on sweetheart." he picks me up again, setting me down on my feet to put some oils, soothing treatments and bubbles into the hot water. "You think you're ok now?" he asks me softly and I shrug. "Take in a deep breathe for me." I do just that, trying to take in as much air as I can and I realise that I could breathe a little better than before. "Good girl." I blush as my love stands in front of me, gently pulling me forward by my hips as he slowly pushed down my track pants and underwear off while I set my spacer down on the sink counter.

"Five..." I shudder as he kisses my neck, his hands roaming up my stomach and chest to push my shirt off. He moves to litter kisses down my chest as he threw the shirt away, gripping my waist before turning me around to help me into the bath. My face was red the entire time, shuddering from his kisses he presses down my back before kissing the top of my head. "Wait-" I quickly hold onto his arm when he moves to walk away, shuffling forward in the bath shyly for him and he understood what I wanted.

"Anything for you sweetheart." he kisses the back of my hand, letting go briefly to take his clothes off before holding it again as he climbed into the water behind me. I sigh in bliss when I feel him, his arms wrapped around me and his chest pressed up against my back as he kisses my neck over and over again before leaning his chin on my shoulder. "Ok?" he pulls me onto his lap and I nod, turning to lay against his chest.

I really missed being near him.

It had been a week too long.

"Ok." I mumble out, reaching up to play with his hair as he rubbed his hands up and down my arms. "You need a haircut..." I yawn out, crooning under his chin as his chest rumbled with chuckles.

"You don't like it?"

"I do but you look like your doppelganger and we don't really want any trouble with people thinking he's you."

"Hmm, you're right about that sweetheart." I gasp softly when Five kissed the back of my neck, tickling me with his hair as he smooshed his cheek against mine. "Plus you're in love with me and not this actor of mine."

"That's true but keep the longish hair a little while longer, it's kinda sexy." I blush seeing my love smirk down at me, letting me run my fingers through his hair until he took hold of my hand to kiss above my ring on my finger.

"Is it now?" he says cheekily, his other hand rubbing my chest soothingly to ease the pain I had there from my coughing fit.

"Don't make me say it again." I grumble, earning laughter from my boyfriend which makes me smile in return.

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