(y/n) - your name

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Five and I scrambled around to put our clothes back on, me pouting at how upset my boyfriend was when he put his hat back on and got out of the car. He was mumbling to himself as I put my shoes back on, him searching for a marker.

"Five..." I grumble but he was back into apocalypse mode. "Five."He glances at me and his tense body eases up before he leans over to kiss me sweetly, going back to doing equations as he started drawing on the car windows. I sigh knowing that something else was happening on top of my Doppel probably, and definitely not for the better either and he knew this too.

Like how the fuck does a whole as field of cows just disappear!?

I groan out and drop back on the seats that I tried to clean, watching Five as he covered the car with scribbles. "Oi, not the front and back windshield. You need to see to drive." I call out from the seats and my boyfriend peaks his head up from the passenger side window and nods, going back to scribbling.

I lean over to turn the radio off to let Five think better, freezing after it was silent when I started hearing faint yelling in the background. I squint over the fields through the open car door, making sure I wasn't being tricked by my glasses when I see Klaus yelling as he ran towards us.

"Love..." Five hums in response to let me know he was listening as I got out of the car and stand up next to him, my eyes widening when I see the Amish chasing after Klaus behind him.

"Yes, sweetheart?"

"Start the car!" I shriek out and he looks at me with a jump until I point to Klaus behind him, my boyfriend turning around and seeing his brother being chased by pitchforks and torches and he groans loudly in frustration and annoyance with his brother.

"Shit, shit, shit! Five! Start the car! Five! Start the car!" Klaus screams out as he waves over to us, Five running to the driver's seat and I jump into the front passengers next to him.

"Why can't you just get along with people!?" Five and I yell out to him as we buckled up.

"I tried! Really, I did! I tried!" Klaus was about to jump into the car when a woman ran up to him, giving him a journal.

"Rachel's death was unusual, and she wasn't the only one!"

"Klaus!" I scream out to him and Five peeks his head out of the window.

"Come on! Get in the car, Klaus!" My boyfriend yells at his brother, revving the engine loudly as he grips the wheel tightly to a point his veins were popping out.

Now is not the time to think that was hot!

"You have her eyes! English, go!" the woman says to Klaus and he smiles sadly at her.

"Klaus, it's now or never! Klaus!" Five and I yell out again and he scrambles to get into the car, my boyfriend speeding off immediately without waiting for his brother to even close the car door. I look out the window as the Amish crowd gets smaller and smaller the further we get away from them, letting out a breath of relief that no one was going to be mauled to death.

"Oh thank fuck..." I sigh out, rubbing my forehead as I relax in my seat. I didn't realise until now that Five had been holding onto my hand tightly and I look at him. His tense shoulders sag a little and he lets my hand go to continue driving.

"Oh, this whole timeline's chock-full of riddles! Get this! My mom died here before I was even born!" Klaus exclaims and my boyfriend breaks the car harshly.

"What did you just fucking say!?" Five and I both snap our heads around to look at Klaus in the backseat.

"No no no! That's not possible right!? Then how is your family still here!? Wouldn't you guys just, slowly fade away?" I ask my sweet assassin and pinches the bridge of his nose with a louder groan of frustration, cursing under his breath.

"For fucks sake!" He hisses lowly, Klaus and I screaming when he suddenly slams his foot down on the pedal to take us home. Klaus and I grab onto the car for our lives as Five swerves around different cars, dodging red lights until he stopped in front of the hotel. I pant in fear as he gets out of the car, me looking back at Klaus who had the same expression as I did.

Everything was a blur and it felt like my souls was ripped from my body. "We're alive right?" Klaus gasps out and I slowly nod.

"I think so...?" we both check ourselves, breathing out shakily to calm our hearts down as we stumbled out of the car.

"I think I'm going to be sick..." the manchild groans as he holds his stomach and I wobble on my feet.

"I'm all tingly... oooo and my head is spinning..." my vision tilts, keeping a note in the back of my head to smack Five on the head for his reckless driving. My boyfriend waited until we were ok and grabs my hand to take us back inside the hotel, speed walking across the foyer to the bar where Diego, Allison and Viktor were sitting, absolute wasted.

"Okay, gather round, people. Where is-where's every-where's Luther?" Five looks around, literally spinning around since he was that stressed, setting the journal down on the bar as the family surrounds him. "Anybody know where-okay, you know what? We got bigger problems to worry about right now." he grumbles out as he opens the journal, Klaus picking me up and setting me on the counter so I could sit cross-legged next to my boyfriend.

"Like what?" The other siblings ask as they surround us.

"If I'm guessing this right from what Klaus told us on our car ride back home, all your mums died before you were even born." I explain and everyone-except Klaus and Five-looks at me in shock.

Sucks, missed out on a threesome with two Fives.

"This." Five shows everyone who their mothers were in the journal, showing them the picture and the news article of how they shockingly died. Page by page. "These are our mothers. They're all dead."

"So that's where you get your psychopathic genes from. Your mother is a butcher, love." I mumble with lightly when Five stops to look at an image of his mother, a longing look in his eyes and i frown softly. "She was pretty..." I whisper as I lean my cheek on top of his head, rubbing his back to soothe him while looking at the photo of his mother.

Guess the apple really doesn't fall far from the tree.

He would've been a mama's boy for sure.

And I would for sure be terrified of her.

"They all died on the exact same day, October 1st, 1989." Five says, taking hold of my hand and squeezing it to ground him.

"That's our birthday." Viktor says in confusion.

"Not anymore, it isn't. They all died before we were born."

"That's dumb. If we weren't born, how can we exist?" Diegos slurs out and I roll my eyes knowing he and Allison were too drunk to care.

"Exactly." My boyfriend crosses his arms as he leans against my legs that I move to hang over the counter.

"What are you saying?" Viktor was the only one panicking right now as he looks at his brother and I knowing we were the ones who were actively trying to solve this along with him.

"I'm saying, when we jumped here, we created a time paradox. All right? Not just any paradox. This is the grandfather paradox."

"What the hell is a grandfather paradox?" Klaus and I ask Five and he tries to explain this paradox to us as best as we could understand.

Like I said, physics is not my strong point.

After Five had explained the grandfather paradox to us, the siblings... all just waddled away in shock to walk off their misery and process what they just understood from their brother. They all talked to each other as I tap my boyfriend's shoulders and he holds my waist tightly to help me down to the floor. I let the siblings talk it out and I head to the barkeep, knowing we needed the caffeine to figure this problem now.

"Two coffees, please. One with milk and sugar the other just dark." I ask the barkeep and they brew me the coffees, setting the cups down in front of me. I walk back over to Five with the cups, handing him his cup of straight bitter coffee while I sipped my sweetened one.

"Thank you sweetheart." He smiles at me softly and kisses my cheek making me hum with a flush as I take a sip of my caffeinated drink.

"I'm so confused." Diego mutters out and Allison scoffs at him.

"Shocking." I glare at her, wondering what the fuck is up with her attitude.

I get it she lost her kid but she's not the only one in mourning right now.

Everyone here has experienced some kind of major loss!

"Well, someone killed our mothers, so we shouldn't exist. But clearly, we do exist, and the universe can't handle it, which is a problem." Viktor helps Diego try to understand, Klaus laying on the floor groaning how his brain hurts while Five wrapped an arm around me like he was afraid to lose me.

"Big problem." He sighs, burrowing his head against my neck.

"Yah!" I look over at Stanley who was mucking around and I cut off Diego when he was scolding his kid.

"Kid, come here." I call him over and he walks over to me shyly when I give him a pointed look before snatching the cue from his hands sharply and slamming it down on the pool table. Stanley yelps and jumps before running to his dad to hide behind him, Diego scolding his son about doing karate while the kid mumbles about me being scary.

"Okay, hold on. Five, so we caused a paradox. What does that mean?" Allison asks.

"It's hard to say. It's all been theoretical until now, but things have started to disappear." My boyfriend sighs as he leans against the table next to me and drinks his coffee, holding me to his side as I lean against him.

"What things?" Viktor mumbles out.

"Right now? Uh, lobsters."

"And a shit ton of cows!" Klaus laughs as he sits up from the floor.

"A field's worth of cows, like a hundred of them in one go." I groan out, clearing my throat as my mind wanders back to what Five and I did in the car.

"But I have a feeling this is just the beginning." My little assassin clears his throat too.

"A feeling? Aren't you retired?" Allison scoffs and now I really wasn't going to let her attitude slide.

"I want nothing more." Five hisses back sharply. "You all know that by now. That's all I want with (y/n)." His sister glares at us both before walking over to us.

"You know, you both can't keep dragging us through hell because you Five, have an itch only an apocalypse can scratch and then expect us to deal with the fallout!" I stop Allison before she could step closer to her brother, shoving her back harshly and standing in front of her with her my love behind me.

I was not and will not let anyone talk to him like that again. Not when he has sacrificed everything for this family!

"Do you think, for a fucking second actually think in that dead brain of yours, that we want the apocalypse to be back!? Don't you think that we wouldn't love nothing more than to finally live a normal fucking life!?" I seethe at her. "None of us wants to admit that we-as the family-are the cause and yet you can't even take at least a little bit of the responsibility without shoving blame onto others!" Five pulls me back away from Allison and hides me behind him when I start yelling at her, my hatred for her from season 1 comes barreling back.

"You're not the boss!" Allison snaps back as Diego pulls her back but she shoves him off when he tells her to back off me, her walking away from us.

"Fine, we're the messenger, and I'm telling you something terrible is coming!" Five glares at his sister with a sharp sneer, holding me protectively.

"Then let's go attack the Sparrows, get the briefcase, and go home!"

"This is our home, Allison. Accept it." Five sighs out, tired of arguing and tired of jumping through time to find his home. He has been stuck his entire lifetime just travelling and jumping through time and he just wanted to stay put for once in his life, to just grow old and not worry about anything anymore.

I look at Five, growing worried at his sudden exhaustion and I pull him away from his family so we both could just talk, hidden away behind a wall to give us privacy. "Five, talk to me." I hold his cheeks and he holds my hands tightly.

"I'm just sick and tired of messing with time... I don't want to do this anymore..."

"I know but... don't you think it's dangerous here now...? Living in this timeline. You said that the paradox is making things disappear..." I look at him with worry and a thought pops in my head that I pray never happens. "What if... you disappeared... what if it takes you from me...?" This catches his attention immediately like he hadn't thought of it and he grows worried, holding me tight like he was scared of losing me.

"You're right... I don't want to lose you either... we need to fix this. As much as I hate it... maybe we need to solve what happened and go to a timeline where I can finally live with you." He whispers, leaning his forehead on mine. "I can't lose you again..."

"You won't, Five. But now we have another problem on top of the evil Doppel situation-"

"-we're going to fix things. This was all my fault. I swear to you, I'm going to fix this." Five leans down to kiss me sweetly, his lips shaky with fear before he pulls back and presses a kiss on my forehead.

We both suddenly jump from the sound of things falling, looking over to see Diego scolding Stanley again since he kicked over some pool cues. "That's it! I'm telling your mom!"

"Wait, where's Lila?" Five perks up with an idea and asks.

"Shower. I told her she could stay with us." the kid says and my boyfriend takes his coffee cup before walking away quickly, me blinking at him in surprise.

"Wait, when did Lila get back?" Viktor asks me.

"Not sure, ever since she dropped Diego's so called kid on him and bounced." I shrug and we both look over at Five walking away.

"Five, where you going?" Diego calls out.

"Go talk to somebody who only has half her head up her ass." he mumbles out in annoyance.

"Don't leave, Five. Don't leave." Klaus begs.

"No, Klaus. I'm leaving." I smile softly as my boyfriend leaves but it quickly drops when I turn back to look at everyone else with a deep frown, my arms crossed.

"You know he has a very good track record of saving your asses over and over again right." I narrow my eyes at Allison especially when she rolls her eyes at me. "The first time, he sacrificed his entire lifetime to save you guys from an apocalypse you never even knew was going to happen, the second time, literally again in Dallas with the world ending, and a third time when The Handler all shoots you dead in the barn but he went back in time to stop her." the siblings all freeze when they hear what Five has done for them and I instantly grew agitated from the fact that they were all so fucking clueless! "He has saved you all so many times and for what, his siblings giving him shit for keeping them alive!? He's tired and rightfully so but he cares about you guys!You're his family and the only people he knows in his life. He watched you all die three times! Three fucking times!"

None of them knew about the trauma I had to help him through, the trauma he was still harbouring and would never be able to recover from.

"40 years alone, and desperate to get back to you all and do you even care!?"

Why am I angry again? Why do I feel so hot?

I was burning up and my hands were shaking. "Be glad he came back to bring you all back to life or you all would've stayed dead the third time! So fucking drop it with the attitude Allison!" She gapes at me as I call her out.

My vision dulls and darkens and I needed to walk away. Now. I quickly paced in the direction Five went, needing him to calm me down as the voices started giving me a headache.

I could hear her and I was terrified because I wanted to hurt someone.

I need Five, need him by me, need him to keep me sane.

I didn't want anyone else to hurt him again, didn't want his family to put him down any more. I want him to live happily.

He Would Be Happy With You.

You're All He Needs.

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