Epilogue.

June 1, 11:11 am

It’s been a year since Drew and I got married.

I can’t say that I moved on. I can’t say that I’m happy. Because if I said those things, I would be fooling myself.

Until now, I can’t accept the fact that he left me. Until now, I can’t accept the fact that I wake up and sleep without him. Until now, I can’t accept the fact that I need to continue raising our child alone.

Yeah, luckily, we had a child. With just a single try, he gave me someone that could remind me more of him. Even if it there are time where in our own child breaks my heart because he reminds me of his father, I’m still thankful that I got him. Without him, I might be dead right now.

I really don’t know when I’ll be able to move on. 

All I know is I finally learned how to let him go.

I’m not wishing for him to come back. I know that it’s impossible. I’m not wishing for him to stay with me forever. I know he’ll be better off up there.

Right now, all that I’m wishing for is that the wounds in my heart would heal.

I don’t know if I would open my heart to someone new in the future. I don’t know if I could find someone as amazing and as perfect as Drew but all I know is Drew would never be replaced in my heart. He’s my first but I don’t want to say that he would be my last.

All I know is I love him until now.

I guess this is really goodbye. All that I could do now is to look back at our endless memories in our photographs.

Looking back,

Michelle

"Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy."

"If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever." ~ Taylor Hanson

Fin~

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