chaeyoung's pov

love. intense desire. if you look up on the internet you'll find out that love is the inclination toward one person or even an object considered good. it is also the moral opposite tendency of selfishness. a few philosophers talked about this topic like Plato who said, i quote, "Any general aspiration towards the good things and to happiness, that's the Love" . Tolstoy also said something about it : "Love has always based on the renunciation of individual property", while Spinoza described love as nothing but joy accompanied by an external cause and Schopenhauer as a trap for men to perpetuate their species.

that same love that has been the topic of debate between multiple philosophers is something we get to live and see at a period of our life. and the cinema has used it. those men wearing black smockings with their beloved in a wedding gown. or those teenagers going out late to escape from the sad reality, having fun together. only them and their dear love.

of course , different types of love exist: there is love between brothers and sisters, the love parents express to their children, and the love between two lovers.

but among the three, i've only known of them.

i've never got to meet my parents.

and i've never had a boyfriend who loved me.

i only have my brother and my friends. they are my family.

i kept thinking, my head on my pillow when i heard a knock on the door.

"it's open!" i yelled

my brother entered the room and jumped on my bed, then he layed next to me.

"want to do something?"jimin, my brother, asked

"i want to go out and take some polaroids. want to come?"

"why don't we all go together. like me,you and lisa"

"ok jimin. get ready guys!"

i walked towards my closet and chose to wear an all black outfit. i felt more confortable in black. it was my colour. i took my polaroid and waited for my brother and my bestfriend.

after a few minutes, they both came. we headed to jimin's car and headed to the park.

i liked to take pictures of the park. especially at night. during the day, it was full of people,but nobody really knew how the park looked at night. it has always intrigued me.

"chaeyoung-ssi, you should really teach me how to take pictures!" exclaimed lisa

"lis', i've already told you that it's not something i can't teach you. it's not algebra or physics. it is something that depends of your personality and your feelings." i answered

"alright, picasso!" she said mockingly.

i sigh.

i know she's always like that, but sometimes,it's annoying.

finally!

i got out of the car, and climbed the gate. i had done this so many times that i'm not afraid that i might get caugh anymore.

i look behind me and see jimin and lisa still behind.

"what guys? aren't you coming?" i asked, chuckling.

"what? no, i won't let my younger sister all alone there!" said jimin. "come on lisa!"

i knew they were afraid, but they climbed the gate anyways. we started walking and i took different pictures of my friends playing in the playground or of the empty seats. but then a boy caugh my attention. he was alone, writing something. i didn't know why, but it was intriguing. i didn't feel myself as i pressed on the button. and when he looked at me, i looked away.

gosh. his face was familiar.

who cares anyway. i may not see him again...

"chaeyoung-ssi aren't you coming?" my brother asked.

"ne oppa! wait for me!" i shouted back.

i looked back at the boy who was sitting there and followed jimin. why does this boy make me so curious?

***

i was at school, studying maths. boring. you may think. but actually... no.

i love maths. strange? i don't know. since i was young, i loved it. i've always been pretty smart and i could easily figure out the solution of multiple problems.

"chaeyoung-ssi, would you mind solving this problem please?"

okay guys, let me introduce you to miss lee. my teacher. a horrible one.

i get up.

she thinks i don't know the answer.

well, guess what?

i do.

i walk to the white board, a hypocrite smile on my face. she hands me a pen.

(x+4)(x-4)=0

there's nothing easier...

proudly, i write the answer: x=-4 or x=4.

i hand her the pen and smile at her, but while i'm coming back to my seat, i notice a boy.

he strangely resembles to the guy of the park.

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finally it's here! here is this chapter. i hope y'all guys enjoyed it. don't forget to follow me on social media. i love y'all!

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